prince charming :)

Remember when you're a kid and you dream about your future romance? Prince charming, knight in shining armor? I've been there. I used to dream about disney-like romance. I used to dream someday I will be saved by a knight in shining armor. A prince charming. A nice, handsome guy who will take me by my hand and treat me well. And we will live in a castle, happily ever after.

The reality, however, is quite different..

Who would have thought after some encounters with wrong princes, I finally found my real prince charming, on another land, not in a shining armor. He's not quite a usual prince charming, he's my knight with a red backpack. And I don't even realize he's that prince at first glance. Till day by day, he showed me that well, reality could be as good as my childhood dream, or even better. And now that he's mine, i really hope he's my last prince, my real prince charming and not just another wrong princes that will eventually leave me. :)

Now I miss my prince.

I miss your red backpack. I miss your fluffy hair. I miss your topman tee. I miss waking up to your scent. I miss you...

Sometimes in our life, things didn't turn out and work out the way we want it to be. Or, sometimes its not the things that didn't work out, it's our mind that made it harder to believe that something actually worked out.

Sometimes I feel like we were match made in heaven.

But sometimes I just kept wondering do we really fitted like gloves in a hand? Do we?

It's just that things around us, are unfortunately screwing with my mind.

First scenario. We had the best night, then we fight, we screw around small stuffs, we don't talk to each other much. The next one? We kiss, we hug, you shown me how much you love me, I thought I'm the luckiest girl on earth and I'm so loved, then suddenly some tiny little bit of detail is forming some doubt. Things never really perfectly worked out between us.

But at the end of the day, despite all the ugly details, you'll still be the one who kiss me goodnite and say you love me so much, you'll still be the one hugging me throughout the night even though it will make your body aches when you wake up, you'll still be the one who stay next to me, however bad our condition, however obnoxious i've been that whole day, however annoying im acting and talking and babbling, you'll still be the one i would love to share that bed with, and you'll still be the only one i would love to share my bed with for the rest of the years i'll be going through in my life.

Now I miss you. I wish you were here..

IN PAIN

Sometimes I wish I'm made out of glass.

That everything, every single thing inside of me

is not a secret to anyone

That every thoughts, every problem, everything I wish I could say out loud

is out there, for EVERYONE in this whole world to see

So everyone, and you, especially, knows what's inside of me

Know how much I am in pain right now

Because this thing here, inside,

is too much for me to handle

and too much to be said in words..

That I can go on till forever..

But right now I'll just cry.

Because unfortunately, I'm not made out of glass..

i hope u get it

Sometimes people need to understand the BOUNDARIES, LIMIT, and DIFFERENCE between SELF-DEFENSE and RUINING SOMEONE'S LIFE & PRIVACY.

!!!

I miss this:

Waking up at 11, sending my sister to work, waiting fr dede to come to my house, off to disa's house, picking up kayom and go straight to puri picking up tithi. meeting nugroho, gebi, and ega at purimol. haytien puri, starbucks puri...

It seems like another person live that life a great million years ago from now... :'(

picture perfect memory

The best I've ever had...

why oh why

'Relationship is not about being inseparable, it's abt being separated n still going strong'

SADLY ITS NOT APPLICABLE TO ME. I'm a loser for love.

Here we go again

Hello everyone :) Ive been trying to post something here.. Let's talk abt my life in sg.

I've been living hereee for aboooout almost 2 months right? So i'm gonna share everything with u all... :) :) I'm living in a very ULTRA comfy apartment with em, somewhere on rivervalley, you can contact me if u wanna visit ;) Here's a peek of my second home here in sgp :

QUITE NICE, EH? :) My singlish is getting better

Im right now studying at Nafa majoring in advertising and right now Im still a first year student and im learning all the foundations for all the design n media's major. So quite a hard work but still okay la. I'm coping well :)

NOW, these are the people who have beeeen very successfuullll in creating a great, welcoming, heart-warming enviroment forrr meee here I LOVE THEM :3

So, what's not to love about sgp? Well, I hv to say I hate the effin weather ._. and i hate the fact that sgp is like a GIANT tanning machine bcos being here for 2 months has created a new tanned version of me. Dont think about sexy tan, think about the ugly one. And I dont quite fancy the food here. So, I pretty much lost 4 kgs here. Something to be rlly concerned about...

But Im enjoying life, Im good :)

Ciao!

What do you say?

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

(Taking Chances - Celine Dion)

a reason to smile ;)

down

This is the lowest point of my recent life..

This is the point where at any moment, I could just turn into a moody monster, run to the bathroom, and cry.

I need home, mom, dad, sisters, brother, in laws, nieces

I need my friends..

I need Jakarta..

I need my life to turn around.. upside down. 180degrees...

He was walking around with a loaded shotgun

Ready to fire me a hot one

And it went bang, bang, bang, straight to my heart...

One and a half year is a BIG deal. We made it. We're great. Im sorry this is all that we can reach....

Thanks for all the memories :) YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME!

And that laugh that wrinkles your nose, it touches my foolish heart...

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There's one point in life where you have to take a daring step forward, and never look back.

I finally reach that point.

But I still cant help but take a peek.

You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away.

You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure.

But it doesn't matter,

Because we'll be together...

(Inception)

Hello baby wage

a greeting frm SG ;)

Hello everyone :) its been aaa loong time since my last tweet. And I have moooooved :)

Now staying in a 3 bedroom apartment with em in SINGAPORE.

Exciting isn't it? I kinda enjoy the new life here in singapore since ive met so many nice ppl and make friends with theeem :):) But still something is still bothering me, very much...

I MISS JAKARTA dan konco2nya :'(

Let me spell them fr u:

TONY TJOENG

papi mami

cici (3)

ko2 (1)

Jeki

Nicole

Ardisa Susanto

Ardania Destin

Sanctia Paramita

Kayom Mukti Nursalim

Lucas Ega Krisetya

Nugroho Sucipto

Gabriel Sarah Siregar

Aditya Kristanto

Gabriella Stephanie Kaharuddin

Novi Wati

Emily Gosal

Marvin Ramaputera

Olivia Marsha

Doddy Harianto

Geraldine Maria Truly Supit

Fitri Vania

Alexandra Alfons

Jessica Ovina

Floriani Chitra Sjaaf

Evanti Andriani

Jessica Candra

Dan beberapa yang sudah lebih jauh lagi dari sekedar di jakarta,

Stevina Angela

Sarah Mirah

(Did I miss anyone??)

DANG I MISS U GUYS I WANNA GO HOME LIKE RIGHT NOW :'(

:'(

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start...


(The scientist-coldplay)

Please don't make me go to singapore :(

Me, dadda, mumma, and my sister sitting together in my room.
Watching old chow yun fat's movie.
My mom starts crying.
Me and the rests starts laughing..



... Me, smiling, cherishing the moment.