Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day
Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
Meet me on your best behavior
Meet me at your worst
For there will be no stone unturned
Or bubble left to burst
Let me lay beside you, Darling
Let me be your man
And let our bodies intertwine
But always understand
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything, everything ends
A window, An opened tomb
The sun crawls, Across your bedroom
A halo, A waiting room
Your last breaths
Moving through you
As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything, everything
Everything, everything, everything ends
Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day
Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand
That everything, everything ends
***
Another masterpiece from Death Cab for Cutie. They've completely stolen my heart again with this song. And for people who don't fancy indie music, maybe the fact that this song is a soundtrack from new moon will work for you guys, Yeah I bet all girls love new moon right, so loving the soundtrack of the movie that has become a phenomenon in the pop culture would sound cool, I guess hahaha
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Mooooooooooovies
List of Movies I'm DYING to watch raaaaaawr :
1. Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus
The last movie of the late Heath Ledger. Who doesn't want to watch this? And the replacement for Heath Ledger? Three HOT HUNKS, Johnny Depp, Collin Farrel, and JUDE LAW. *droools*
2. Sherlock Holmes
Robert Downey, Jr. and again Jude Law. Interesting, of course, it's Sherlock Holmes for God's sake one of the best detective story ever told.
3. Dorian Gray
4. The Blind Side
5. Shutters Island
6. Nine
7. Precious
That's all for now. Indonesia's theatres are so lame what's taking you so long to show all these movies :(
1. Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus
The last movie of the late Heath Ledger. Who doesn't want to watch this? And the replacement for Heath Ledger? Three HOT HUNKS, Johnny Depp, Collin Farrel, and JUDE LAW. *droools*
2. Sherlock Holmes
Robert Downey, Jr. and again Jude Law. Interesting, of course, it's Sherlock Holmes for God's sake one of the best detective story ever told.
3. Dorian Gray
4. The Blind Side
5. Shutters Island
6. Nine
7. Precious
That's all for now. Indonesia's theatres are so lame what's taking you so long to show all these movies :(
Thursday, November 12, 2009
the heat is on
Tomorrow's a big day. a BIG BIG day buat gw, tithi, dan berta. Kenapa? Karena besok kita lomba MD di BHK cup and ini adalah salah satu dari 2 cup yang sepertinya jadi cup terakhir kita. Kenapa penting banget? KARENA F1RST HARUS MENANG BESOK. kenapa harus? Karena it's been 3 years for me and berta, and 2 years buat tithi di F1RST and sadly kita belum pna menyentuh piala. Dan I knw we haven't done our hardest work beberapa hari ini buat latian tapi we had done our best di latian kemarin dan gw yakiiiiiiin dengan sangat besok kita jga bsa do our best di lomba. PLEASE WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT, SO WATCH US! :) Besok jam 4, di BHK. Urutan keempat. Please God, make it lucky number 4 :D
kriza, F1RST!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
lagu enak bgt sumpaaaaaaah
Listening to this song over and over again deeply touches my heart.
***
Coba coba katakan kepadaku
bahwa kita sedang berjalan menuju satu alasan,
Janganlah kau katakan
Janganlah kau katakan
bila kita memang tak ada tujuan dari apa yang dijalankan,
Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa.
Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
Coba coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi
Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa.
Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
Coba coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi
bila kita memang benar akan kesana.
Buktikan dan buat aku percaya
Buktikan dan buat aku percaya
bahwa kita bisa mewujudkan bahagia..
Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa.
Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
Habis sudah semua rangkai kata,
telah terungkap semua yang kurasa..
Yang kuingin akhir yang bahagia..
Yang ku inginkan,
satu tujuan,
sebuah kenyataan..
Bukan impian,
bukan harapan,
bukan alasan..
Satu kepastian..
Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa.
Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
Habis sudah semua rangkai kata,
telah terungkap semua yang kurasa..
Yang kuingin akhir yang bahagia..
Yang ku inginkan,
satu tujuan,
sebuah kenyataan..
Bukan impian,
bukan harapan,
bukan alasan..
Satu kepastian..
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
ngekngok
It's been a while since my last writing. A quite long while. And yet after this long vacuum i still have no idea what to write. And let me tell you something, hell yeah blackberry had successfully stolen my attention from the laptop. All in the palm of your hand, veeeeery convinient. So blame this yellow sillicon-cased blackberry for my nonproductivity. Life has been just fine. Smuki cup was over like few weeks ago so I pretty much have ZERO REASON for going to school (I used to be reaaaally passionate about going to school during that week of smuki cup). Life isn't really exciting anymore, I'm busy preparing for college and stuffs, so i hardly have any time to relax. hahahaha bullshyyss! I'm like aaaaaalways relaxed. And the truth is I'm getting a lot lazier than ever. I never study for any of my test (except math, because i'm taking a math course) and yet the good luck is still with me, I hardly ever fail my tests ;) I guess that's it. Let me think about something else with more quality to write next.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
jederrrr!
Hari ini, di seluruh pelosok sekolah, ga di kelas gw, ga di lorong lantai sos, bahkan di lorong lantai 2 wktu gw cari pak hari untuk minta ijin, lagu Thunder nya Boys Like Girls berkumandang dimana mana. Lagi berjaya lagu ini. Bahkan waktu gw lgi dekor buat smuki cup di ruang seni rupa lantai 7, gw menyanyikan lagu itu dan Susan yang lagi megang kawat bareng gw bilang, "Thunder kan? Ih enak banget yaa.." Haha memang enak si ;) manstap.
*
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
(Thunder - Boys like Girls)
*
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
(Thunder - Boys like Girls)
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
swing swing
So today when I was watching mtv I saw this video of coldplay's Strawberry Swing. And hell yeah this is one of the most creative music video I've ever seen. Better check this out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecUNOtq62Ks
Watch it watch it you'll love it! C:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecUNOtq62Ks
Watch it watch it you'll love it! C:
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
haunted.......
The future is haunting me. Imagine the uncertainty. Will I get to any college will I be accepted will I get along well will I get friends as great as the people surrounding me now will I be okay when my mom and daddy are far away? Imagine the only certainty, the fact that you won't get any joy and insanity that you can easily get when you're still in high school. The fact that you won't be able to take life as easy as you're taking it now. Imagine saying goodbye. To everyone, everything. Good friends, family, and good old days in your own city, your own home. Gee studying abroad seems like a total thriller. And the future, the part where I will finally become a grown up, doesnt sound any good to me. Now imagine being me. Beside all the awful truths I need to face, I still have to be apart with someone I am with now (someone I hopefully will always be with). God please make the rest of my high school moment everlasting..... I'm affraid of the future, they don't seem really friendly :(
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.
Friday, September 11, 2009
say this magic word!
Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa.
yes you will
I once knew a guy
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I left
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved
I cannot pretend that I didn't feel any regret
but each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
And the memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved :)
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I left
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved
I cannot pretend that I didn't feel any regret
but each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
And the memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved :)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Truth be told
Mungkin yang sekarang ada di otak lo soal gw cuma satu, I'm such a bitch. So I wont insist you to read this, i'm just trying to make everything clear between us.
First of all, I do love you, with all my heart, so deeply that I can barely care about any heartaches yang uda happened between us selama ini. Tapi sayangnya sayang doang ga cukup menurut gw buat ngelanjutin our relationship. Sama-sama egois gini bikin kita jalan di tempat, ga bakal kemana-mana. Dan gw ga bakal bisa ngubah gw yang ky gini. Ampe kapan juga gabakal bisa dan gw ga mau maksa lo jd orang lain, jadi kita ga seharusnya sama-sama karena kita cm bkal bkin each other sakit terus-terusan. Kedua, you're perfect in my eyes, you know that, I've told you a gazilliiooon time about this, tentang lo yang terlalu perfect dan gw yang jauh dari itu. Tentang lo yang too much than i can handle. It hurts kadang-kadang pacaran keg gni. Since sikap lo jg ga nunjukkin kalo lo mencoba nutupiin ke-imperfect an gw. Dan jadinya, pacaran sama lo bkin gw terus-terusan berasa dumb n useless, maybe this is my mental problem and i shudnt blame you for this, tapi this is what i feel selama ini pacaran sama lo. Ga perna brasa aman, ga perna brasa pantes. I guess now it's safe to say the thing i've always told you, 'you deserve better. go find someone else that can give you everything you want and need from a girl.' bukan gw. Lo kira selama ini gw ga skit blg gitu ke lo? skit. bgt. nyuru2 orang yang lo syg cari orang lain atas dasar kejelekan lo. tapi ya gw emg brasa gt. Lo bisa dapet lebih dari gw, buat apa lo stuck sm orang yang jauh dari cukup buat lo dan masih bisa-bisanya bikin lo kesel trus? Ketiga, terlalu banyak masalah between us, n mungkin yang kmaren bner2 climax dari semua masalah2 gtu yang ga pernah slse2. Bukti kalo gw egois, kalo gw bnr2 cm bisanya bkin lo ksel doang. Buat apa lo pertahanin? Keempat, lo ga ngerti gw. Lo ga perna tau gimana yang gw rasain sebenerny selama ini. You may not think that I do care for you, but i do. Sayangnya gw bukan cewe yang bisa keg cewe2 lain yang manis sama cowonya terus yang nunjukkin carenya terus yang bisa terus2 senyum dan coba please pacarnya yang bisa manja terus n nempel2 pacarnya terus yang ga bkin pacarnya malu mlu. Gw emang gni, mood swing mulu ga pduli sikon, kasar, tukang ngomong kasar, berantakan, slenge'an, whatever you say it. Dan gw tau lu butuh orang yang ga kaya gw. Pacaran sama orang keg gw ga pleasing at all, ga encouraging. Buat apa? Sayang tapi ga bisa nunjukkin, sayang tapi bisanya nyolot. Kelima, gw ga pernah percaya sayang lo sm gw. After all this time. Jahat kan? Keenam, gw ga bisa minta maaf, gw bukan lo. Gw merasa putus lebih baik buat kita, gw merasa lu perlu sayang orang lain, gw mau lo seneng. Gw ga bisa kasi lo seneng, kasian kalo lo trus-trus sama gw. Pacaran sama gw cma delayed happiness buat lo, maaf wasting your time selama ini. Sekarang youve learned your lessons, I'm sure you're gonna be a better someone for any lucky one out there :)
Last but not least, Maaf. Maaf buat semuanya. Maaf juga apology ini datengnya telat bgt.
So I'll let you go, I'll set you free..
First of all, I do love you, with all my heart, so deeply that I can barely care about any heartaches yang uda happened between us selama ini. Tapi sayangnya sayang doang ga cukup menurut gw buat ngelanjutin our relationship. Sama-sama egois gini bikin kita jalan di tempat, ga bakal kemana-mana. Dan gw ga bakal bisa ngubah gw yang ky gini. Ampe kapan juga gabakal bisa dan gw ga mau maksa lo jd orang lain, jadi kita ga seharusnya sama-sama karena kita cm bkal bkin each other sakit terus-terusan. Kedua, you're perfect in my eyes, you know that, I've told you a gazilliiooon time about this, tentang lo yang terlalu perfect dan gw yang jauh dari itu. Tentang lo yang too much than i can handle. It hurts kadang-kadang pacaran keg gni. Since sikap lo jg ga nunjukkin kalo lo mencoba nutupiin ke-imperfect an gw. Dan jadinya, pacaran sama lo bkin gw terus-terusan berasa dumb n useless, maybe this is my mental problem and i shudnt blame you for this, tapi this is what i feel selama ini pacaran sama lo. Ga perna brasa aman, ga perna brasa pantes. I guess now it's safe to say the thing i've always told you, 'you deserve better. go find someone else that can give you everything you want and need from a girl.' bukan gw. Lo kira selama ini gw ga skit blg gitu ke lo? skit. bgt. nyuru2 orang yang lo syg cari orang lain atas dasar kejelekan lo. tapi ya gw emg brasa gt. Lo bisa dapet lebih dari gw, buat apa lo stuck sm orang yang jauh dari cukup buat lo dan masih bisa-bisanya bikin lo kesel trus? Ketiga, terlalu banyak masalah between us, n mungkin yang kmaren bner2 climax dari semua masalah2 gtu yang ga pernah slse2. Bukti kalo gw egois, kalo gw bnr2 cm bisanya bkin lo ksel doang. Buat apa lo pertahanin? Keempat, lo ga ngerti gw. Lo ga perna tau gimana yang gw rasain sebenerny selama ini. You may not think that I do care for you, but i do. Sayangnya gw bukan cewe yang bisa keg cewe2 lain yang manis sama cowonya terus yang nunjukkin carenya terus yang bisa terus2 senyum dan coba please pacarnya yang bisa manja terus n nempel2 pacarnya terus yang ga bkin pacarnya malu mlu. Gw emang gni, mood swing mulu ga pduli sikon, kasar, tukang ngomong kasar, berantakan, slenge'an, whatever you say it. Dan gw tau lu butuh orang yang ga kaya gw. Pacaran sama orang keg gw ga pleasing at all, ga encouraging. Buat apa? Sayang tapi ga bisa nunjukkin, sayang tapi bisanya nyolot. Kelima, gw ga pernah percaya sayang lo sm gw. After all this time. Jahat kan? Keenam, gw ga bisa minta maaf, gw bukan lo. Gw merasa putus lebih baik buat kita, gw merasa lu perlu sayang orang lain, gw mau lo seneng. Gw ga bisa kasi lo seneng, kasian kalo lo trus-trus sama gw. Pacaran sama gw cma delayed happiness buat lo, maaf wasting your time selama ini. Sekarang youve learned your lessons, I'm sure you're gonna be a better someone for any lucky one out there :)
Last but not least, Maaf. Maaf buat semuanya. Maaf juga apology ini datengnya telat bgt.
So I'll let you go, I'll set you free..
Thursday, September 3, 2009
killing time
It's funny how half hour ago I still felt extremely tired and sleepy and now somehow I have lost my entire will to sleep. Dang it. Can everybody guess what I'm doing right now? TWEETING. hahaha gee I feel so lame for doing this. I guess it's safe to say that I'm 'termakan tuntutan jaman' now haha.
Mari berbahasa Indonesia. Somehow belakangan ini gw merasa capability gw berbahasa inggris menurun jadi daripada ngaco mending gausa sama sekali. So what's interesting today? Oh ya ada cerita yang sangat seru yang will open everyone's eyes ttg KOTORnya smuki. Jadi gini. Tadi lagi pelajaran ke 5 lagi inggris tuh. Lagi bosen bgdd and lagi bahas2 pr gitu kan ya jadi kelas gw tu aga silent2 gitu dan semua orang aga2 (aga loh) konsen ke pelajaran. Trus lagi bahas2 bagian apa gitu. Gw lagi ngobrol2 kecil2 sama kayom adit gitu la trus gw memutuskan untuk stop dan konsen ke language powerbook gw haha. Jadi gw lagi lihat2 buku dengan tangan di atas pangkuan gw. Tiba-tiba gw merasa dilempar sesuatu. Gw langsung berasumsi itu kayom lagi iseng. Gw lihat sekilas ke tangan gw liat apa yang gw kira dilempar (Note here, gw SEMPAT melihat barang itu). Gw kira itu iket rambut, bentuknya bulet gtu wrn coklat. Gw pegang-pegang gw mainin bentar seperti kalo gw iseng2 megang2 iket rambut biasa. Karena gw kira itu kayom ngerjain, jadi gw buang aja ke lantai gada urusan deh. Lalu, waktu gw lihat ke lantai, iket rambut itu sudah menghilang, bentuknya jadi aga2 lurus meliuk2 dan BERGERAK. WOW gw refleks melompat ke kursi kayom yang duduk di sebelah kanan gw, mendorong dia buat pindah dan jongkok di atas bangku dia. lalu berteriak...
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH.. CACING YOOOM CACINGG.."
"Kenapa mo kenapa mo"
"ADA CACING GW KIRA IKET RAMBUT GW ELUS2!!"
Ternyata itu kaki seribu. Udah gw elus2........... MATI GA SI? Satu kelas jadi ricuh gara2 gw. Ms risuli bingung, temen-temen gw pada ikut takut juga. Hebohan gitu de hahaa. Lalu tayen sebagai penyelamat datang membunuh tu kaki seribu dan dibuang. Gila kali ya gw sedikit yakin tu kaki seribu jatuh dari ceiling kelas gw. Mo mati smuki jorok sarang kaki seribu. Hih.
I'm telling you, trust me, this is very traumatic.
Mari berbahasa Indonesia. Somehow belakangan ini gw merasa capability gw berbahasa inggris menurun jadi daripada ngaco mending gausa sama sekali. So what's interesting today? Oh ya ada cerita yang sangat seru yang will open everyone's eyes ttg KOTORnya smuki. Jadi gini. Tadi lagi pelajaran ke 5 lagi inggris tuh. Lagi bosen bgdd and lagi bahas2 pr gitu kan ya jadi kelas gw tu aga silent2 gitu dan semua orang aga2 (aga loh) konsen ke pelajaran. Trus lagi bahas2 bagian apa gitu. Gw lagi ngobrol2 kecil2 sama kayom adit gitu la trus gw memutuskan untuk stop dan konsen ke language powerbook gw haha. Jadi gw lagi lihat2 buku dengan tangan di atas pangkuan gw. Tiba-tiba gw merasa dilempar sesuatu. Gw langsung berasumsi itu kayom lagi iseng. Gw lihat sekilas ke tangan gw liat apa yang gw kira dilempar (Note here, gw SEMPAT melihat barang itu). Gw kira itu iket rambut, bentuknya bulet gtu wrn coklat. Gw pegang-pegang gw mainin bentar seperti kalo gw iseng2 megang2 iket rambut biasa. Karena gw kira itu kayom ngerjain, jadi gw buang aja ke lantai gada urusan deh. Lalu, waktu gw lihat ke lantai, iket rambut itu sudah menghilang, bentuknya jadi aga2 lurus meliuk2 dan BERGERAK. WOW gw refleks melompat ke kursi kayom yang duduk di sebelah kanan gw, mendorong dia buat pindah dan jongkok di atas bangku dia. lalu berteriak...
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH.. CACING YOOOM CACINGG.."
"Kenapa mo kenapa mo"
"ADA CACING GW KIRA IKET RAMBUT GW ELUS2!!"
Ternyata itu kaki seribu. Udah gw elus2........... MATI GA SI? Satu kelas jadi ricuh gara2 gw. Ms risuli bingung, temen-temen gw pada ikut takut juga. Hebohan gitu de hahaa. Lalu tayen sebagai penyelamat datang membunuh tu kaki seribu dan dibuang. Gila kali ya gw sedikit yakin tu kaki seribu jatuh dari ceiling kelas gw. Mo mati smuki jorok sarang kaki seribu. Hih.
I'm telling you, trust me, this is very traumatic.
only you can save me
If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
and if I get too tired to make it,
be my breath so I can walk..
And if I need some other love
just give me more than I can stand
When my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again..
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me,
and then just hold me again
Could you paint me better off?
Could you sympathize with my needs?
I know you think I need a lot
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me,
and then just hold me again
Pick me up and dust me off
and if I get too tired to make it,
be my breath so I can walk..
And if I need some other love
just give me more than I can stand
When my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again..
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me,
and then just hold me again
Could you paint me better off?
Could you sympathize with my needs?
I know you think I need a lot
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me,
and then just hold me again
Thursday, August 27, 2009
so what actually went wrong?
Figuring out you and me
Is like doing the love autopsy
They could operate all day long
and never figure out what went wrong
They could operate all day long
and never figure out what went wrong
Love autopsy.. Oh love autopsy
stupid idiotic little thing..
My favourite description of love.
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident."
Friday, August 21, 2009
space space space space gimme space
I envy the sky up above
It has its freedom
Trust me I'll trade anything for one
Never anyone's right to decide
Blue, bright or plain dark and gloom
Always their intention, a mistery
none of anyone's bussiness
Give me space, let me be the sky!
It has its freedom
Trust me I'll trade anything for one
Never anyone's right to decide
Blue, bright or plain dark and gloom
Always their intention, a mistery
none of anyone's bussiness
Give me space, let me be the sky!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
oyeah
It's been a while since my last post. And now I'm stopping by to greet everybody. I guess my life has been really overwhelming that I barely have any time to post something. What's new about me? it pretty much wont be interesting for you to read so I guess I'll just stop here. Just wait for another writing worth reading. haha.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
gee..
I'm starting to feel
We stay together out of fear of dying alone
I've been slipping through the years
My old clothes don't fit like they once did
So they hang like ghosts of the people I have been
It's like my heart can't be tamed
And I fall in love every day
And I feel like a fool
I have to face the truth
That no one could ever look at me like you do
Like I'm something worth holding on to
There are times I think of leaving
But it's something I'll never do
Because you can do better than me
But I can't do better than you
We stay together out of fear of dying alone
I've been slipping through the years
My old clothes don't fit like they once did
So they hang like ghosts of the people I have been
It's like my heart can't be tamed
And I fall in love every day
And I feel like a fool
I have to face the truth
That no one could ever look at me like you do
Like I'm something worth holding on to
There are times I think of leaving
But it's something I'll never do
Because you can do better than me
But I can't do better than you
Friday, July 3, 2009
:)
"I have another scenario for you - I'm in love with you. I apologize for the blunt delivery, but as problematic as this fact may be, I'm in love... with YOU. I'm not feeling this because you're leaving, and not because it feels good to feel this way... which, by the way, it does, or did before you went off like that. I can't figure out the mathematics of this, I just know I love you. I can't believe how many times I'm saying it! And I never thought I'd feel this way again, so that's pretty phenomenal."
(Graham Simpkins, The Holiday)
i'm friend with spidey hahahhaaha
Call me stupid or overreacting, but I'm really too excited about the fact that my boyfriend is coming home TODAY (yeeappp today it's the 3rd of July FINALLY) that I'm having this trouble sleeping. Haha. So right now, just like everyone else who's having a sleepless boring night, all I can do is going through one facebook profile to another, and having a little chit chat with anyone on my messenger's contact list that is having the same sleeping problem with me haha. And Je surely is far from boring. Hahahahaa. :D
In fact, she's given me the conversation like no other that I've never experienced before, untill tonight. And the conversation was about her dreams about being spiderman, and how she feels that her dreams were too real to be mere dreams, and yet when her spidey-self were flying in her dreams she was quite convinced that she was really feeling that flying sensation too. HAHA HOW COOL IS THAT? And she also said that these dreams often occur so now she's in a middle of confusion, wether she really is spiderman or not :P Because who knows, catwoman didn't know that she was catwoman at the first place, so.... Maybe those dreams were real, she just haven't realized it hahahahahahahahhhaha. Beware of the real life spiderman, Jessica Christy :P Oh my that really is an out of this world conversation hahahahha.
*
jeeeee says:
seumur idup gw
gw
srg bgt mimpi jd spiderman
HAHAHHAHAH
n tadi mlm gw mmpi lgi
morica says:
..........
hahhhhahahhahaahha
ko lu serem sih
ahahahaha seriusan?
jeeeee says:
srius
gw br inget
morica says:
jd d mimpi lu tu spiderman dan lo lompaat2?
jeeeee says:
td mlm mmpi lg
trus ya mo
kan lompat ny d gdung tnggi kan
bnr2 srasa trbang
yg mlayang gt
hahahha
morica says:
idiihh lucu bgttt
hahhhaha
jeeeee says:
jgn 2 gw bnran spiderman mo
hahahaha
srg bgt sih
morica says:
HAHAHAHA bego lu je msa lu pcaya lu bnran spiderman
hahaha
gw ga pna dgr org blg bgtu men
seumur idup gw
jeeeee says:
aih srius
jgn2 kl malem mo
kaya catwoman
kan dia ga sadar tuh
HHAHAAH
morica says:
ia jga ya
jgn2
aplgi lu brasa melayang bneran
HAHAHA
jeeeee says:
HAHAHAHA
rasa mlayang ny itu
kaya kl kita maen yg tnggi2 d dufan loh
morica says:
hahahhaha
jeeeee says:
jd kaya bnran dong
hahahha
morica says:
ia ia gw mengerti ko
aduhh
bego ah lu je
ahhhaaha
jeeeee says:
kl mmpi ny skali mah iy juga mo
kan berkali2
hahahah
morica says:
ia si
berkali2
wah
sumpah gw ga pna mengalami percakapan keg gni sm org
hahaahhaa
jeeeee says:
gw jg ngga
hHAHHAHHA
In fact, she's given me the conversation like no other that I've never experienced before, untill tonight. And the conversation was about her dreams about being spiderman, and how she feels that her dreams were too real to be mere dreams, and yet when her spidey-self were flying in her dreams she was quite convinced that she was really feeling that flying sensation too. HAHA HOW COOL IS THAT? And she also said that these dreams often occur so now she's in a middle of confusion, wether she really is spiderman or not :P Because who knows, catwoman didn't know that she was catwoman at the first place, so.... Maybe those dreams were real, she just haven't realized it hahahahahahahahhhaha. Beware of the real life spiderman, Jessica Christy :P Oh my that really is an out of this world conversation hahahahha.
*
jeeeee says:
seumur idup gw
gw
srg bgt mimpi jd spiderman
HAHAHHAHAH
n tadi mlm gw mmpi lgi
morica says:
..........
hahhhhahahhahaahha
ko lu serem sih
ahahahaha seriusan?
jeeeee says:
srius
gw br inget
morica says:
jd d mimpi lu tu spiderman dan lo lompaat2?
jeeeee says:
td mlm mmpi lg
trus ya mo
kan lompat ny d gdung tnggi kan
bnr2 srasa trbang
yg mlayang gt
hahahha
morica says:
idiihh lucu bgttt
hahhhaha
jeeeee says:
jgn 2 gw bnran spiderman mo
hahahaha
srg bgt sih
morica says:
HAHAHAHA bego lu je msa lu pcaya lu bnran spiderman
hahaha
gw ga pna dgr org blg bgtu men
seumur idup gw
jeeeee says:
aih srius
jgn2 kl malem mo
kaya catwoman
kan dia ga sadar tuh
HHAHAAH
morica says:
ia jga ya
jgn2
aplgi lu brasa melayang bneran
HAHAHA
jeeeee says:
HAHAHAHA
rasa mlayang ny itu
kaya kl kita maen yg tnggi2 d dufan loh
morica says:
hahahhaha
jeeeee says:
jd kaya bnran dong
hahahha
morica says:
ia ia gw mengerti ko
aduhh
bego ah lu je
ahhhaaha
jeeeee says:
kl mmpi ny skali mah iy juga mo
kan berkali2
hahahah
morica says:
ia si
berkali2
wah
sumpah gw ga pna mengalami percakapan keg gni sm org
hahaahhaa
jeeeee says:
gw jg ngga
hHAHHAHHA
Sunday, June 28, 2009
tearjerker
I need to know what's on your mind
These coffee cups are getting cold
Mind the people passing by
They don't know I'll be leaving soon
I'll fly away tomorrow
To far away
I'll admit a cliché
Things won't be the same without you
I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me
I'll let you know what's on my mind
I wish they've made you portable
Then I'll carry you around and round
I bet you'll look good on me
I'll fly away tomorrow
It's been fun
I'll repeat the cliché
Things won't be the same without you
I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me
I've been meaning to call you soon
But we're in different times
You might not be home now
Would you take a message
I'll try to stay awake
And fight your presence in my head
I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me
*
This song made me cry in an instant.
These coffee cups are getting cold
Mind the people passing by
They don't know I'll be leaving soon
I'll fly away tomorrow
To far away
I'll admit a cliché
Things won't be the same without you
I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me
I'll let you know what's on my mind
I wish they've made you portable
Then I'll carry you around and round
I bet you'll look good on me
I'll fly away tomorrow
It's been fun
I'll repeat the cliché
Things won't be the same without you
I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me
I've been meaning to call you soon
But we're in different times
You might not be home now
Would you take a message
I'll try to stay awake
And fight your presence in my head
I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me
*
This song made me cry in an instant.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
gantengnya keterlaluan
Tadi abis nonton 17 again di PI sm lekja mirin komeng pai-pai. Dan posisi afgan yang kemaren gw gila-gilai langsung instantly tergeser sm ZAAAAC EFRON. DY SANGAT GANTENG DAN CHARMING aduhh benar-benar deh. Harus nonton 17 again ga nyesel sumpaaaaaaaaaahh hahahaha
Friday, June 12, 2009
a a a aafgaaaan
Barusan lagi nonton the master yang makin ga mutu tiba-tiba iklan dan nongolah wajah AFGAN di iklan ponds gitu yang panjang banged I guess itu video klip lagu nya afgan yang baru 'Wajahmu mengalihkan duniaku' aduh ya ampuun lagunya bagus afgannya ganteng. ADUH GW NAKSIR AFGAN LAGI GMN DONG hahahahahahahaa
wajahmu mengalihkan duniakuu afgaaaaanteng!!!
wajahmu mengalihkan duniakuu afgaaaaanteng!!!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
contemplation
Memutuskan untuk ga menjadi jealous-an lagi. Semoga bisa. Haha.
Ignorance is truly a bliss.
Ignorance is truly a bliss.
a quite unusual prince charming ;)
Just watched Star trek today with desi olip and gebi @ jakthe. I'm not a fan of sci-fi movie, but I do love this one :) especially SPOCK! It's not about his face or his funny haircut. it's his charm, and how he's being so charismatic in this movie. OH I LOVE YOU SPOCK :D
"Live long, and prosper."
Monday, June 8, 2009
wildest dream
I want you to be my peterpan
let me be your wendy
take me out tonight
fly me up to the moonlight
dancing on the clouds with our hands held so tight
watching the reflection of the stars in each other's eyes
and I know that I'm gonna be alright
because you are always by my side
And nothing, nothing in this world can tear us apart
because we won't grow up
we'll stay this way, we'll stay the same
we'll find true love in the neverland
we'll stay in love in a childish way
truly, deeply, sincerely,
for as long as we want, forever.
:)
let me be your wendy
take me out tonight
fly me up to the moonlight
dancing on the clouds with our hands held so tight
watching the reflection of the stars in each other's eyes
and I know that I'm gonna be alright
because you are always by my side
And nothing, nothing in this world can tear us apart
because we won't grow up
we'll stay this way, we'll stay the same
we'll find true love in the neverland
we'll stay in love in a childish way
truly, deeply, sincerely,
for as long as we want, forever.
:)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
LAUGH OUT LOUD!
My friend just gave me a funny website. Maybe some of you have seen these before, just laugh out loud :D
If you can't read that one, it says 'No, there's an elephant in the way.' 
If you can't read that one, it says 'No, there's an elephant in the way.' Monday, May 25, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
insecurities will soon kill me
Give me 23 good reasons why I can put 100% trust on you. I mean it.
Because I'm still trying really hard to, and maybe your reasons can convince me and push away all this doubt I have inside.
Because I'm still trying really hard to, and maybe your reasons can convince me and push away all this doubt I have inside.
cariin dooong ;P
List of movies I want to watch this holiday
1. Closer
2. Leon the professional
3. Love actually
4. Definitely, maybe
5. LITTLE MANHATTAN!!!
6. Cold Mountain
7. The notebook
8. The holiday
9. Hairspray
10. Atonement
11. Boys don't cry
12. V for Vendetta
13. Notting Hill
14. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Ini yang kepikiran doang belum yang lain-lain. Hunting DVD ah :)
1. Closer
2. Leon the professional
3. Love actually
4. Definitely, maybe
5. LITTLE MANHATTAN!!!
6. Cold Mountain
7. The notebook
8. The holiday
9. Hairspray
10. Atonement
11. Boys don't cry
12. V for Vendetta
13. Notting Hill
14. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Ini yang kepikiran doang belum yang lain-lain. Hunting DVD ah :)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
stupid acchhhh
Hari ini gw bangun jam 11, dan langsung jalan ke wc. Begitu buka pintu wc gw melihat sesuatu yang agak menyeramkan buat gw. Semut-semut yang jumlahnya sangaaaaaaaaat banyak berbaris dan seperti terburu-buru try to escape out of my house. Mereka semua keg mencoba cari jalan keluar dari rumah gw gitu kaburnya mengarah ke pintu keluar wc trus naik ke jendela yah intinya mau keluar dari rumah gw. Gw langsung inget sama satu cerita di buku Doraemon yang pernah gw baca. Katanya animals have special intuition yang bisa tau duluan kalo ada natural disaster. Dan alhasil daritadi gw menjadi sangat PARANOID. hahahaha stupidu... Cepet-cepet ke rumah dessy aja deh at least kalo ada apa-apa gw ga sendiri. Haha
Friday, May 22, 2009
This is sad..
I LOVE 11SOS1
It's almost one year. Wow ga kerasa yaah sudah sama 11 sos1 setahun. Hari ini hari terakhir 11sos1 sama-sama di kelas, bener-bener duduk di kelas belajar bareng-bareng. Next days it will be all about exams dan kita ga akan bener-bener gabung di satu ruangan. Dan gw baru nyadar kemaren, waktu Ong minta gw bawa kamera karena hari ini hari terakhir. Sedih loh, dan gw ga nyangka gw bakal ngerasa sesedih ini. Gw sangat sedih karena setelah gw pikir-pikir lagi, abis ulangan umum dan abis bagi bagi raport, gw bakal libur. Dan setelah libur ini gw ga bakal masuk ke kelas yang sama ngeliat org-org yg sama yang sangat membuat hari-hari sekolah gw sangat menyenangkan. Gw ga bakal duduk di bangku yang sama lagi pas di bawah ac yang membuat gw sering jadi korban kedinginan kalo org2 nurunin ac buat ngadem, gw ga bakal ktemu muka-muka yang sama dan merasakan the same comforting atmosphere keg yang selama ini gw rasain di 11sos1 :( huhu. Sedih ya. Gw inget banget pertama masuk 11sos1, engg, engga deh, beberapa hari sebelum masuk kelas 11, gw sms-sms orang2. Nanya 'EH gw masuk kelas mana?' Semua bilang lo sos 1 mo lo sos 1 mo, dan semua yang deket sama gw GA ADA yang masuk sos1, tiba-tiba gw mendengar kabar dodi jg di sos1. And I think that was the only good news krn dy satu2nya yg dket n sekelas ama gw. Begitu gw masuk sos1 besoknya gw SYOKK. gada yg gw kenal dan kegnya kelas ini bakal sangat ga asik, gw bahkan minta-minta pindah kelas awalnya. Trus as time goes by, I finally realise how I looooooooooooooooooooove this class soooo much, dan kadang-kadang u dont know what u got till its gone. Mungkin itu juga yang gw rasain sekarang. Sedih bgt karena gw baru sadar gw sangat sayang kelas ini di saat gw harus menyudahi kebersamaan gw dengan kelas ini.
I've seen so much magic though I missed it at the time... :(
It's almost one year. Wow ga kerasa yaah sudah sama 11 sos1 setahun. Hari ini hari terakhir 11sos1 sama-sama di kelas, bener-bener duduk di kelas belajar bareng-bareng. Next days it will be all about exams dan kita ga akan bener-bener gabung di satu ruangan. Dan gw baru nyadar kemaren, waktu Ong minta gw bawa kamera karena hari ini hari terakhir. Sedih loh, dan gw ga nyangka gw bakal ngerasa sesedih ini. Gw sangat sedih karena setelah gw pikir-pikir lagi, abis ulangan umum dan abis bagi bagi raport, gw bakal libur. Dan setelah libur ini gw ga bakal masuk ke kelas yang sama ngeliat org-org yg sama yang sangat membuat hari-hari sekolah gw sangat menyenangkan. Gw ga bakal duduk di bangku yang sama lagi pas di bawah ac yang membuat gw sering jadi korban kedinginan kalo org2 nurunin ac buat ngadem, gw ga bakal ktemu muka-muka yang sama dan merasakan the same comforting atmosphere keg yang selama ini gw rasain di 11sos1 :( huhu. Sedih ya. Gw inget banget pertama masuk 11sos1, engg, engga deh, beberapa hari sebelum masuk kelas 11, gw sms-sms orang2. Nanya 'EH gw masuk kelas mana?' Semua bilang lo sos 1 mo lo sos 1 mo, dan semua yang deket sama gw GA ADA yang masuk sos1, tiba-tiba gw mendengar kabar dodi jg di sos1. And I think that was the only good news krn dy satu2nya yg dket n sekelas ama gw. Begitu gw masuk sos1 besoknya gw SYOKK. gada yg gw kenal dan kegnya kelas ini bakal sangat ga asik, gw bahkan minta-minta pindah kelas awalnya. Trus as time goes by, I finally realise how I looooooooooooooooooooove this class soooo much, dan kadang-kadang u dont know what u got till its gone. Mungkin itu juga yang gw rasain sekarang. Sedih bgt karena gw baru sadar gw sangat sayang kelas ini di saat gw harus menyudahi kebersamaan gw dengan kelas ini.
I've seen so much magic though I missed it at the time... :(
Friday, May 15, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
lalala~
People in love get fast and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong
At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely :)
B-b-b-baby
I think I'm going c-c-c-crazy
Why should I be sane without you
They tell me to fight it
They can't be bloody well just try it
I'll never be the same without you
People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong
At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely
B-b-b-baby
I think I'm going c-c-c-crazy
And why should I be sane without you?
They tell me to fight it
But they can't be bloody well just try it
I'll never be the same without you
(Never be Lonely - The feeling)
*
Bagus yah :) I guess this is exactly what everyone feels when they're in love.
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong
At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely :)
B-b-b-baby
I think I'm going c-c-c-crazy
Why should I be sane without you
They tell me to fight it
They can't be bloody well just try it
I'll never be the same without you
People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong
At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely
B-b-b-baby
I think I'm going c-c-c-crazy
And why should I be sane without you?
They tell me to fight it
But they can't be bloody well just try it
I'll never be the same without you
(Never be Lonely - The feeling)
*
Bagus yah :) I guess this is exactly what everyone feels when they're in love.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
aha!
"When life gives you lemons, make lemonades."
Jadi kalau menurut proverbs ini, dalam keadaan bermasalah gw harus coba deal with it dan make the best of it. Tapi kalau menurut gw, gw bakal lebih suka begini, dalam keadaan bermasalah, minta bantuan orang dan bikin orang itu ikut susah dan bantu memecahkan masalah gw. Hahahahahaha mungkin itu lebih menyenangkan. So let's just change it into..
"When life gives you lemons, throw it at people!" :P
Jadi kalau menurut proverbs ini, dalam keadaan bermasalah gw harus coba deal with it dan make the best of it. Tapi kalau menurut gw, gw bakal lebih suka begini, dalam keadaan bermasalah, minta bantuan orang dan bikin orang itu ikut susah dan bantu memecahkan masalah gw. Hahahahahaha mungkin itu lebih menyenangkan. So let's just change it into..
"When life gives you lemons, throw it at people!" :P
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
♥♥♥
Call me stupid, call me nonsense, or call me irrational
But still for me the only thing that rhymes with me is you ;)
But still for me the only thing that rhymes with me is you ;)
that's all, that's all..
There are those I am sure who have told you,
they would give you the world for toy..
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
and the love time can never destroy :)
(That's all - Michael Buble)
they would give you the world for toy..
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
and the love time can never destroy :)
(That's all - Michael Buble)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
cutie pie
Meet my favourite ugly doll, Wage :)Wage is a hard worker, just like you! He works at the local Super Mart and wears his apron to serve his customers best. Does Super Mart know that Wage works there? Nope. But Wage doesn't mind. He likes to put things in bags, especially snacks. Wage is best friends with Babo, but there is always room for one more (you). The two of them can often be found on the sidewalk trying to make friends with fire hydrants, phone booths, and other lonely creatures. Wage hates for anyone to be lonely! What's with that look? Is Wage happy? Sure he is! He smiles on the inside. The next time you go grocery shopping remember to take Wage along on your adventures.
macam macam
Randomly speaking..
1. I dont believe in 2012 apocalypse. It's not like I don't believe in apocalypse. I do. The world will finally meet its end someday somehow. But I just have some optimism that 2012 is not the time. Just remember the '9-9-1999' case that was a total hoax. I think it's the same this time. People just love to create terror and horror. But still there's nothing wrong in preparing for the worst. Haha.
2. Remember the question that has always been around us since forever, "Which one comes first? Egg or chicken?"? I always think the answer is Chicken. But don't ask me to argue about my answer. I just feel like it. Haha.
3. I do pda (public display affection). And I like it. My boyfriend is a total aphrodisiac for me :P
4. Being jealous is my vice, I know, but sometimes I think people need to try to think about that as a virtue. Because is it always bad to be a little more protective to the one you love?
5. I've just made a twitter :) But I don't think I'm going to use it because I have had enough with social networking website (Well in fact the number one reason is that I don't really understand how to use it :P hahaha). Having facebook is more than enough.
6. I'm kind of obssessed with monsters, aliens, robots, or any other ugly things that are drawn or made cutely. Haha. I'm longing for an ugly dolls for my birthday, too bad they don't sell it here in Indonesia :( Will anyone buy me one? http://www.uglydolls.com/ Check them out here and you'll find yourself seducted by their ugly but SUPER cute look :)
1. I dont believe in 2012 apocalypse. It's not like I don't believe in apocalypse. I do. The world will finally meet its end someday somehow. But I just have some optimism that 2012 is not the time. Just remember the '9-9-1999' case that was a total hoax. I think it's the same this time. People just love to create terror and horror. But still there's nothing wrong in preparing for the worst. Haha.
2. Remember the question that has always been around us since forever, "Which one comes first? Egg or chicken?"? I always think the answer is Chicken. But don't ask me to argue about my answer. I just feel like it. Haha.
3. I do pda (public display affection). And I like it. My boyfriend is a total aphrodisiac for me :P
4. Being jealous is my vice, I know, but sometimes I think people need to try to think about that as a virtue. Because is it always bad to be a little more protective to the one you love?
5. I've just made a twitter :) But I don't think I'm going to use it because I have had enough with social networking website (Well in fact the number one reason is that I don't really understand how to use it :P hahaha). Having facebook is more than enough.
6. I'm kind of obssessed with monsters, aliens, robots, or any other ugly things that are drawn or made cutely. Haha. I'm longing for an ugly dolls for my birthday, too bad they don't sell it here in Indonesia :( Will anyone buy me one? http://www.uglydolls.com/ Check them out here and you'll find yourself seducted by their ugly but SUPER cute look :)
I'm done being random. Check this blog again for another random updates ;)
Sunday, May 3, 2009
sleepyhead!
Gw rasa Tuhan perlu ngambil sedikit of my sleep hormones out of me.
Karena gw terlalu suka tidur, dan ini agak lebih gawat dari jaman jaman dulu. Haha
Karena gw terlalu suka tidur, dan ini agak lebih gawat dari jaman jaman dulu. Haha
sarcasm
Dear _______,
I want you to know that I HATE you so much, and I can't resist my feeling for you, and that's why I write this letter. Thanks for being SOOOOOOOOOOOO F-ing NICE for telling something that's NOT YOUR F-ing BUSINESS about me. I really thank you for doing that you're so nice that now I think I'll throw up to see our F-ing face :) I really think you're a veerrrrryyyyy religious person very nice very gooodddddie gooodie that you think that MY VERY OWN SEXUAL ORIENTATION is yours to handle, yours to control, yours to care about and blah blah. I really want you to know that, it's my right to choose whatever I want, and unfortunately you have no F-ing right to do that. So, I think you're really funny for doing that. I really hate you for that. I want you to know that you're absolutely ZERO compared to many other old friends of mine who KNOW EXACTLY about my condition and NEVER EVER TRY TO GET INVOLVED AND TELL SOMETHING THAT'S PRIVATE ABOUT ME TO ANYONE. So, screw you. I hate you. I hope you enjoy this letter. And I never expect any reply. Cause even if you do, I would never want to read even the first word of the letter.
I want you to know that I HATE you so much, and I can't resist my feeling for you, and that's why I write this letter. Thanks for being SOOOOOOOOOOOO F-ing NICE for telling something that's NOT YOUR F-ing BUSINESS about me. I really thank you for doing that you're so nice that now I think I'll throw up to see our F-ing face :) I really think you're a veerrrrryyyyy religious person very nice very gooodddddie gooodie that you think that MY VERY OWN SEXUAL ORIENTATION is yours to handle, yours to control, yours to care about and blah blah. I really want you to know that, it's my right to choose whatever I want, and unfortunately you have no F-ing right to do that. So, I think you're really funny for doing that. I really hate you for that. I want you to know that you're absolutely ZERO compared to many other old friends of mine who KNOW EXACTLY about my condition and NEVER EVER TRY TO GET INVOLVED AND TELL SOMETHING THAT'S PRIVATE ABOUT ME TO ANYONE. So, screw you. I hate you. I hope you enjoy this letter. And I never expect any reply. Cause even if you do, I would never want to read even the first word of the letter.
With so much love hate,
Morica
Saturday, May 2, 2009
mistakes
Lagi mikir nih. Belakangan ini mood gw suka down, dan gw sepertinya berkutat gitu-gitu aja dengan masalah dan argumen dengan pacar gw. Dan gw selalu ngambek ujung-ujungnya. Mungkin gw yang terlalu egois yah. Terlalu mikirin masalah-masalah dan ga bsa take anything easy. Mungkin gw terlalu curigaan, terlalu jelez-an. Mungkin gw harus belajar ga peka. Ada yang bisa ajarin gw?
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
bosan merasa bosan
My world is currently revolving around meaningless things. My life is simply a constant playback of boredom and emptiness.
Bangun pagi jm 5.30, mandi, sikat gigi, pake body lotion, ngeringin rambut pake hairdryer, makan oatmel, pake sepatu, pake iket pinggang, pake pin, duduk di mobil, sms orang bilang 'morning', nyampe skolah, salaman sama guru, nunggu lift, nyampe kelas, narik bangku, duduk, terus mencoba serius belajar (selalu gagal), yang bisa kepikiran cuma kapan ada jam yang pas buat tidur, lalu menjalankan niat tidur, atau ngobrol2, atau gambar-gambar, kapan si ada pelajaran yang nyantol? Masuk smuki = waste of money dan otak. Di kelas, ngeliatin jem. Cuma nunggu jam-jam istirahat, istirahat ke3 rapat Q atau turun ke kantin, dan nunggu lagi jam 2.25. Pulang, nunggu Em, Tony, atau Sarah turun ke kelas, turun bareng, atau xkul, atau latihan nari saman atau salsa, atau les mat, atau les akun, semuanya ga pake niat, cuma tanggung jawab dan beban yang emang mau ga mau harus gw jalanin karena emang keharusan. Pulang, makan. Tidur-tiduran, nonton tv, kalau ada tugas yah bikin (kalau ada niat), lalu bengong. Bisa ampe jem 12 malem, ato yang parah 1/2 4 pagi. Trus tidur. Lalu bangun lagi, ngulang rutinitas yang sama. 5 hari seminggu, senin sampe jumat. Begitu terus, ga ada yang berubah. Bosan. BANGET. Sampe-sampe gw sendiri muak, eneg, dan bosan sendiri ama diri gw yang selalu kebosanan. Kayak ga punya arti hidup, atau lebih parah nya lagi ga punya masa depan. Dan waktu gw kira gw uda berhasil ketemu purpose baru buat hidup, everything starts to fall apart.
I NEED A LIFE!
Bangun pagi jm 5.30, mandi, sikat gigi, pake body lotion, ngeringin rambut pake hairdryer, makan oatmel, pake sepatu, pake iket pinggang, pake pin, duduk di mobil, sms orang bilang 'morning', nyampe skolah, salaman sama guru, nunggu lift, nyampe kelas, narik bangku, duduk, terus mencoba serius belajar (selalu gagal), yang bisa kepikiran cuma kapan ada jam yang pas buat tidur, lalu menjalankan niat tidur, atau ngobrol2, atau gambar-gambar, kapan si ada pelajaran yang nyantol? Masuk smuki = waste of money dan otak. Di kelas, ngeliatin jem. Cuma nunggu jam-jam istirahat, istirahat ke3 rapat Q atau turun ke kantin, dan nunggu lagi jam 2.25. Pulang, nunggu Em, Tony, atau Sarah turun ke kelas, turun bareng, atau xkul, atau latihan nari saman atau salsa, atau les mat, atau les akun, semuanya ga pake niat, cuma tanggung jawab dan beban yang emang mau ga mau harus gw jalanin karena emang keharusan. Pulang, makan. Tidur-tiduran, nonton tv, kalau ada tugas yah bikin (kalau ada niat), lalu bengong. Bisa ampe jem 12 malem, ato yang parah 1/2 4 pagi. Trus tidur. Lalu bangun lagi, ngulang rutinitas yang sama. 5 hari seminggu, senin sampe jumat. Begitu terus, ga ada yang berubah. Bosan. BANGET. Sampe-sampe gw sendiri muak, eneg, dan bosan sendiri ama diri gw yang selalu kebosanan. Kayak ga punya arti hidup, atau lebih parah nya lagi ga punya masa depan. Dan waktu gw kira gw uda berhasil ketemu purpose baru buat hidup, everything starts to fall apart.
I NEED A LIFE!
Friday, April 24, 2009
oh so good
I'm currently adoring Watchmen's opening credit!!! I think that was the best part of the movie.
Anyone agree with me? :)
Anyone agree with me? :)
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Randoms
1. What is your name?
Morica.
2. What colour pants are you wearing right now?
Pink. And oh pink t shirt too haha how pinkish i am right now.
3. What song are you listening right now?
I've got a crush on you - Michael buble. This song really brings back the memory of misa kampus :)
4. What are the last four digit of your mobile phone number?
8867
5. What was the last thing you eat?
Pork pork pork pork haha das ist super fantastisch! :9
6. If you were a crayon, what colour would you want to be?
Yellow, no doubt.
7. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?
Somewhere private and unreachable :P
8. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?
My future life partner, and my parents.
9. How is the weather right now?
Gelap-gelap gitu mana gw tau cuacanya gimana.
10. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Pacar.
11. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Of course I notice the face first.
12. Do you like the person who sent you this?
I just copy this from friendster's bulletin board so I dont even have any idea who the person is.
13. How are you today?
Fine, just fine. Boring....
14. Your favourite drink?
Pure chocolate ice blended nya coffee bean.
15. Alcoholic?
Not at all. Haha I never drink any alcoholic drink.
16. How do you eat an oreo?
I don't like oreo. Well if i have to eat it, i never it the creamy part between the cookies. I only eat the cookies.
17. Favourite sport?
Is dancing considered as sport? If yes, then there you have my answer.
18. What makes you happy?
Being in somewhere i like with the person i adore doing things that i love. Relaxing, cuddling, hugging, kissing, embracing, having some idle or quality talking, anything (with the right person) :)
19. Hair colour?
Hitam sedikit2 coklat.
20. Eye colour?
Very dark brown.
21. Height?
155 cm (sepertinya).
22. What do you like to do?
See question number 18.
23. Have you ever won any special award?
No I guess.
24. What are your future goals?
I can't imagine my future. I'm totally clueless.
25. Favourite music?
Anything that comes with goood lyrics.
26. What things turn you on the most?
Hm the smell of my bed when the bedcover and the bedsheet have just got back from the laundry and still smell sooooooooo great, this would be really great with my boyfriend as an extra adding on my bed :P Oh and of course being on the back seat of someone's car hahahahahahaha (evil laugh)
27. On the phone or meet in person?
Definitely, meet in person.
28. Hug/ kiss?
Both.
29. Worst feeling in the world?
Dianggap a bad influence, and know exactly that others (read: others' parents) think that way about you. And know who thinks so about you. Aduh..
30. What is the first thing you think about when you woke up this morning?
'Baru tidur berapa jam gw nge*e!'
Morica.
2. What colour pants are you wearing right now?
Pink. And oh pink t shirt too haha how pinkish i am right now.
3. What song are you listening right now?
I've got a crush on you - Michael buble. This song really brings back the memory of misa kampus :)
4. What are the last four digit of your mobile phone number?
8867
5. What was the last thing you eat?
Pork pork pork pork haha das ist super fantastisch! :9
6. If you were a crayon, what colour would you want to be?
Yellow, no doubt.
7. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?
Somewhere private and unreachable :P
8. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?
My future life partner, and my parents.
9. How is the weather right now?
Gelap-gelap gitu mana gw tau cuacanya gimana.
10. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Pacar.
11. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Of course I notice the face first.
12. Do you like the person who sent you this?
I just copy this from friendster's bulletin board so I dont even have any idea who the person is.
13. How are you today?
Fine, just fine. Boring....
14. Your favourite drink?
Pure chocolate ice blended nya coffee bean.
15. Alcoholic?
Not at all. Haha I never drink any alcoholic drink.
16. How do you eat an oreo?
I don't like oreo. Well if i have to eat it, i never it the creamy part between the cookies. I only eat the cookies.
17. Favourite sport?
Is dancing considered as sport? If yes, then there you have my answer.
18. What makes you happy?
Being in somewhere i like with the person i adore doing things that i love. Relaxing, cuddling, hugging, kissing, embracing, having some idle or quality talking, anything (with the right person) :)
19. Hair colour?
Hitam sedikit2 coklat.
20. Eye colour?
Very dark brown.
21. Height?
155 cm (sepertinya).
22. What do you like to do?
See question number 18.
23. Have you ever won any special award?
No I guess.
24. What are your future goals?
I can't imagine my future. I'm totally clueless.
25. Favourite music?
Anything that comes with goood lyrics.
26. What things turn you on the most?
Hm the smell of my bed when the bedcover and the bedsheet have just got back from the laundry and still smell sooooooooo great, this would be really great with my boyfriend as an extra adding on my bed :P Oh and of course being on the back seat of someone's car hahahahahahaha (evil laugh)
27. On the phone or meet in person?
Definitely, meet in person.
28. Hug/ kiss?
Both.
29. Worst feeling in the world?
Dianggap a bad influence, and know exactly that others (read: others' parents) think that way about you. And know who thinks so about you. Aduh..
30. What is the first thing you think about when you woke up this morning?
'Baru tidur berapa jam gw nge*e!'
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Oh, it is love,
From the first time
I set my eyes upon yours,
Thinking, oh, is it love?
Oh dear,
It's been hardly a moment,
And you are already missed.
There is still a bit of your skin,
That I've yet to have kissed.
Oh, say, "Please do not go."
But you know, oh, you know,
That I must.
Oh, say, "I love you so."
But you know, oh, you know,
You can trust.
We'll be holding hands once again.
All our broken plans, I will mend.
I will hold you tight,
So you know,
It is love,
From the first time
I pressed my hand into yours,
Thinking, oh, is it love?
Oh dear, it’s been,
Hardly three days,
Yet I long,
To feel your embrace.
There are several days yet until,
I can see your sweet face.
Oh, say, "Wouldn't you like,
To be older and,
Married with me?"
Oh, say, "Wouldn't it be nice,
To know right now,
That we'll be,
Some day holding hands, In the end?"
All our broken plans,
Will abend.
And I will kiss you soft,
So you know,
It is love,
From the first time
I pressed my lips against yours,
Thinking oh, is it love?
Oh.
Your heart may long for love that is more near,
So, when I'm gone, these words will be here,
To ease every fear,
And dry up every tear,
And make it very clear,
I kiss you and I know,
Oh, It is love,
From the first time
I pressed my lips against yours,
Thinking, oh, is it love?
(Oh, It is Love - Hellogoodbye)
From the first time
I set my eyes upon yours,
Thinking, oh, is it love?
Oh dear,
It's been hardly a moment,
And you are already missed.
There is still a bit of your skin,
That I've yet to have kissed.
Oh, say, "Please do not go."
But you know, oh, you know,
That I must.
Oh, say, "I love you so."
But you know, oh, you know,
You can trust.
We'll be holding hands once again.
All our broken plans, I will mend.
I will hold you tight,
So you know,
It is love,
From the first time
I pressed my hand into yours,
Thinking, oh, is it love?
Oh dear, it’s been,
Hardly three days,
Yet I long,
To feel your embrace.
There are several days yet until,
I can see your sweet face.
Oh, say, "Wouldn't you like,
To be older and,
Married with me?"
Oh, say, "Wouldn't it be nice,
To know right now,
That we'll be,
Some day holding hands, In the end?"
All our broken plans,
Will abend.
And I will kiss you soft,
So you know,
It is love,
From the first time
I pressed my lips against yours,
Thinking oh, is it love?
Oh.
Your heart may long for love that is more near,
So, when I'm gone, these words will be here,
To ease every fear,
And dry up every tear,
And make it very clear,
I kiss you and I know,
Oh, It is love,
From the first time
I pressed my lips against yours,
Thinking, oh, is it love?
(Oh, It is Love - Hellogoodbye)
Just in case they're wondering,
They've got us pinned terribly.
They don't believe our love is real,
'Cause they don't know how real love feels.
You should know it's true.
Just now, the part about my love for you,
And how my hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand pieces.
So, it must be true.
And they'll believe us too soon.
Baby, it's fact,
Our love is true.
The way black is black,
And blue is just blue.
My love is true,
It's a matter of fact.
Oh, and you love me too.
It's a simple as that.
Baby, our love is true.
They may say some awful things,
But there's no point in listening.
Your words are the only words,
That I believe in afterwards.
You should know it's true.
Just now, the part about my love for you,
And how my hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand pieces.
So, it must be true.
And they'll believe us too soon.
Baby, it's fact, Our love is true.
The way black is black,
And blue is just blue.
My love is true,
It's a matter of fact.
Oh, and you love me too.
It's a simple as that.
Baby, our love is true.
(Baby, It's Fact - Hellogoodbye)
They've got us pinned terribly.
They don't believe our love is real,
'Cause they don't know how real love feels.
You should know it's true.
Just now, the part about my love for you,
And how my hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand pieces.
So, it must be true.
And they'll believe us too soon.
Baby, it's fact,
Our love is true.
The way black is black,
And blue is just blue.
My love is true,
It's a matter of fact.
Oh, and you love me too.
It's a simple as that.
Baby, our love is true.
They may say some awful things,
But there's no point in listening.
Your words are the only words,
That I believe in afterwards.
You should know it's true.
Just now, the part about my love for you,
And how my hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand pieces.
So, it must be true.
And they'll believe us too soon.
Baby, it's fact, Our love is true.
The way black is black,
And blue is just blue.
My love is true,
It's a matter of fact.
Oh, and you love me too.
It's a simple as that.
Baby, our love is true.
(Baby, It's Fact - Hellogoodbye)
I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are, Here.
Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch, Here.
Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep, Here.
Our lips, Can touch.
And our cheeks, Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch, Here.
Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
(Here in Your Arms - Hellogoodbye)
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are, Here.
Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch, Here.
Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep, Here.
Our lips, Can touch.
And our cheeks, Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch, Here.
Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
(Here in Your Arms - Hellogoodbye)
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
IRI
Barusan membaca-baca http://www.lyricinterpretation.com/ dan gw membaca cerita yang sangat membuat gw sirik dan drooling ~
Jadi gini, gw mencari interpretation lagu-lagu coldplay yang menurut gw worth to see, since their songs liriknya bagus-bagus. Jadi gw search 'Coldplay-fix you'. And the result makes me reaaaaaaaaaly envy gwyneth paltrow.
'Chris wrote this song for Gwyneth Paltrow after her father died. She came home from the hospital covered and drenched in tears, and he started crying and asked her, "what can I do for you? tell me how I can do" and she looked up at him, and said "just hold me... cause you're the only thing that can fix me right now" And that was that - he wrote the song the next day. '
Gila ya gwyneth, you're such a lucky lady dibikinin lagu sebagus itu sama seorang Chris Martin. Cukup bilang 'You're the only thing that can fix me right now.' And there you go, a charttopper song called 'fix you' is made specially for you. Oh, Chris Martin write one for me please! (NGAREP)
*
And here's the lyrics, so meaningful.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
Jadi gini, gw mencari interpretation lagu-lagu coldplay yang menurut gw worth to see, since their songs liriknya bagus-bagus. Jadi gw search 'Coldplay-fix you'. And the result makes me reaaaaaaaaaly envy gwyneth paltrow.
'Chris wrote this song for Gwyneth Paltrow after her father died. She came home from the hospital covered and drenched in tears, and he started crying and asked her, "what can I do for you? tell me how I can do" and she looked up at him, and said "just hold me... cause you're the only thing that can fix me right now" And that was that - he wrote the song the next day. '
Gila ya gwyneth, you're such a lucky lady dibikinin lagu sebagus itu sama seorang Chris Martin. Cukup bilang 'You're the only thing that can fix me right now.' And there you go, a charttopper song called 'fix you' is made specially for you. Oh, Chris Martin write one for me please! (NGAREP)
*
And here's the lyrics, so meaningful.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
Monday, March 23, 2009
even if shit happens...
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.
Well this quote calms me down so much. In this kind of condition, instead of saying 'fuck you fuckers bitch shut your fucking mouth up and etc etc', I think i'll just let everything be. Oh come on what's the good thing about spreading more hates to this world, let's just spread more positive energy :) Because i don't want to be one of them, and i believe what goes around, eventually comes around.
Well this quote calms me down so much. In this kind of condition, instead of saying 'fuck you fuckers bitch shut your fucking mouth up and etc etc', I think i'll just let everything be. Oh come on what's the good thing about spreading more hates to this world, let's just spread more positive energy :) Because i don't want to be one of them, and i believe what goes around, eventually comes around.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
pampampam
The teenage queen
The loaded gun
The drop dead dream
The chosen one
A southern drawl
A world unseen
A city wall and a trampoline
Oh well i don't mind if you don't mind cause i don't shine if you don't shine :)
The loaded gun
The drop dead dream
The chosen one
A southern drawl
A world unseen
A city wall and a trampoline
Oh well i don't mind if you don't mind cause i don't shine if you don't shine :)
I'm trying not be too demanding, but...
Hm.. This one may sound a little bit moronic.
I'm having this nonsensical thoughts right now. But I think my sense of jealousy is waaaay more active than my any other senses right now. So let's just listen to what it's gonna say :)
I have been trying soooooooooooo soo so so so so effin hard to understand that sometimes not everyone is like me who can stick to one person only when ive commited to that someone and need that someone's attention only, and can actually ignore anyone else and get stuck with the one im commited to. That sometimes some people need moreeee (or much more) attention from others and mere my attention is never enough. That sometimes not everyone can be nice to one opposite sex only (read: his/her boy/girlfriend), but thinks he/she SHOULD/MUST/OUGHT TO be nice and near and the center of every opposite sex's attention.
I always think not one of those things above makes sense. But maybe it's just me who dont really know much about people. Maybe there really is someone like that. Oh well yeah, there is.
I've never been in this kind of circumstances before, since I'm a veery veery jealous person, so I am always mad at my significant other if they do or act like any of those things above. But this time, I can't. Literally. Because that's who he is. And I don't actually want to change him just for the sake of my own feeling and I don't want people to see me as a demanding girl who wants eveeeery single thing works for her without thinking other's feeling. But somehow I don't really think that doing a relationship with this kind of person can really work. I mean, come on. You're old enough to get serious with a girl. Or if you don't think so, at least I DO. I'm not really into a cheesy easy-come-easy-go high-school love, I need something more serious I need to settle down.
So what's the conclusion? I think it's better for that someone to really think about my feeling and try to settle down first and fulfill all his wishes and dreams about having all girls crushing on him and etc etc, BUT without me. Because he can get pretty much any beautiful girls he would want, so why me? Haha. A demanding jealous so ordinary lover who will only makes it harder for him to fulfill all his wishes to be that number one ladies man or womanizer or wtv he wants. Haha. So, why doesn't he have fun with his youth first, and then when he had enough, he can calm down eventually, and he can finally settle down with one girl. Well it will still be fine if that girl's not me. At least he gets what is best for him.
Oh why am I always so jealous? Why can I relax a little bit? DAMN IT!
Well this one writing is not only moronic, SOK DEWASA banget, sok ngerti banget. But wtv, I just need to say this ooooooooooout looooooooud!
I'm having this nonsensical thoughts right now. But I think my sense of jealousy is waaaay more active than my any other senses right now. So let's just listen to what it's gonna say :)
I have been trying soooooooooooo soo so so so so effin hard to understand that sometimes not everyone is like me who can stick to one person only when ive commited to that someone and need that someone's attention only, and can actually ignore anyone else and get stuck with the one im commited to. That sometimes some people need moreeee (or much more) attention from others and mere my attention is never enough. That sometimes not everyone can be nice to one opposite sex only (read: his/her boy/girlfriend), but thinks he/she SHOULD/MUST/OUGHT TO be nice and near and the center of every opposite sex's attention.
I always think not one of those things above makes sense. But maybe it's just me who dont really know much about people. Maybe there really is someone like that. Oh well yeah, there is.
I've never been in this kind of circumstances before, since I'm a veery veery jealous person, so I am always mad at my significant other if they do or act like any of those things above. But this time, I can't. Literally. Because that's who he is. And I don't actually want to change him just for the sake of my own feeling and I don't want people to see me as a demanding girl who wants eveeeery single thing works for her without thinking other's feeling. But somehow I don't really think that doing a relationship with this kind of person can really work. I mean, come on. You're old enough to get serious with a girl. Or if you don't think so, at least I DO. I'm not really into a cheesy easy-come-easy-go high-school love, I need something more serious I need to settle down.
So what's the conclusion? I think it's better for that someone to really think about my feeling and try to settle down first and fulfill all his wishes and dreams about having all girls crushing on him and etc etc, BUT without me. Because he can get pretty much any beautiful girls he would want, so why me? Haha. A demanding jealous so ordinary lover who will only makes it harder for him to fulfill all his wishes to be that number one ladies man or womanizer or wtv he wants. Haha. So, why doesn't he have fun with his youth first, and then when he had enough, he can calm down eventually, and he can finally settle down with one girl. Well it will still be fine if that girl's not me. At least he gets what is best for him.
Oh why am I always so jealous? Why can I relax a little bit? DAMN IT!
Well this one writing is not only moronic, SOK DEWASA banget, sok ngerti banget. But wtv, I just need to say this ooooooooooout looooooooud!
Monday, March 2, 2009
finally, a movie worth watching
I TOTAALLY ADORE SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really think the movie industry should make more movies like this to replace those nonsense meaningless action movies with all the fighting and hustling and guns and bombs and violence and sex and sluts.
A hollywood movie with a touch of bollywood, and of course added with wonderful storyline and a very meaningful message to everyone who watches it. Oh, totally irresistable.
I really think the movie industry should make more movies like this to replace those nonsense meaningless action movies with all the fighting and hustling and guns and bombs and violence and sex and sluts.
A hollywood movie with a touch of bollywood, and of course added with wonderful storyline and a very meaningful message to everyone who watches it. Oh, totally irresistable.
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