prince charming :)

Remember when you're a kid and you dream about your future romance? Prince charming, knight in shining armor? I've been there. I used to dream about disney-like romance. I used to dream someday I will be saved by a knight in shining armor. A prince charming. A nice, handsome guy who will take me by my hand and treat me well. And we will live in a castle, happily ever after.

The reality, however, is quite different..

Who would have thought after some encounters with wrong princes, I finally found my real prince charming, on another land, not in a shining armor. He's not quite a usual prince charming, he's my knight with a red backpack. And I don't even realize he's that prince at first glance. Till day by day, he showed me that well, reality could be as good as my childhood dream, or even better. And now that he's mine, i really hope he's my last prince, my real prince charming and not just another wrong princes that will eventually leave me. :)

Now I miss my prince.

I miss your red backpack. I miss your fluffy hair. I miss your topman tee. I miss waking up to your scent. I miss you...

Sometimes in our life, things didn't turn out and work out the way we want it to be. Or, sometimes its not the things that didn't work out, it's our mind that made it harder to believe that something actually worked out.

Sometimes I feel like we were match made in heaven.

But sometimes I just kept wondering do we really fitted like gloves in a hand? Do we?

It's just that things around us, are unfortunately screwing with my mind.

First scenario. We had the best night, then we fight, we screw around small stuffs, we don't talk to each other much. The next one? We kiss, we hug, you shown me how much you love me, I thought I'm the luckiest girl on earth and I'm so loved, then suddenly some tiny little bit of detail is forming some doubt. Things never really perfectly worked out between us.

But at the end of the day, despite all the ugly details, you'll still be the one who kiss me goodnite and say you love me so much, you'll still be the one hugging me throughout the night even though it will make your body aches when you wake up, you'll still be the one who stay next to me, however bad our condition, however obnoxious i've been that whole day, however annoying im acting and talking and babbling, you'll still be the one i would love to share that bed with, and you'll still be the only one i would love to share my bed with for the rest of the years i'll be going through in my life.

Now I miss you. I wish you were here..

IN PAIN

Sometimes I wish I'm made out of glass.

That everything, every single thing inside of me

is not a secret to anyone

That every thoughts, every problem, everything I wish I could say out loud

is out there, for EVERYONE in this whole world to see

So everyone, and you, especially, knows what's inside of me

Know how much I am in pain right now

Because this thing here, inside,

is too much for me to handle

and too much to be said in words..

That I can go on till forever..

But right now I'll just cry.

Because unfortunately, I'm not made out of glass..

i hope u get it

Sometimes people need to understand the BOUNDARIES, LIMIT, and DIFFERENCE between SELF-DEFENSE and RUINING SOMEONE'S LIFE & PRIVACY.

!!!

I miss this:

Waking up at 11, sending my sister to work, waiting fr dede to come to my house, off to disa's house, picking up kayom and go straight to puri picking up tithi. meeting nugroho, gebi, and ega at purimol. haytien puri, starbucks puri...

It seems like another person live that life a great million years ago from now... :'(

picture perfect memory

The best I've ever had...

why oh why

'Relationship is not about being inseparable, it's abt being separated n still going strong'

SADLY ITS NOT APPLICABLE TO ME. I'm a loser for love.

Here we go again

Hello everyone :) Ive been trying to post something here.. Let's talk abt my life in sg.

I've been living hereee for aboooout almost 2 months right? So i'm gonna share everything with u all... :) :) I'm living in a very ULTRA comfy apartment with em, somewhere on rivervalley, you can contact me if u wanna visit ;) Here's a peek of my second home here in sgp :

QUITE NICE, EH? :) My singlish is getting better

Im right now studying at Nafa majoring in advertising and right now Im still a first year student and im learning all the foundations for all the design n media's major. So quite a hard work but still okay la. I'm coping well :)

NOW, these are the people who have beeeen very successfuullll in creating a great, welcoming, heart-warming enviroment forrr meee here I LOVE THEM :3

So, what's not to love about sgp? Well, I hv to say I hate the effin weather ._. and i hate the fact that sgp is like a GIANT tanning machine bcos being here for 2 months has created a new tanned version of me. Dont think about sexy tan, think about the ugly one. And I dont quite fancy the food here. So, I pretty much lost 4 kgs here. Something to be rlly concerned about...

But Im enjoying life, Im good :)

Ciao!

What do you say?

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

(Taking Chances - Celine Dion)

a reason to smile ;)

down

This is the lowest point of my recent life..

This is the point where at any moment, I could just turn into a moody monster, run to the bathroom, and cry.

I need home, mom, dad, sisters, brother, in laws, nieces

I need my friends..

I need Jakarta..

I need my life to turn around.. upside down. 180degrees...

He was walking around with a loaded shotgun

Ready to fire me a hot one

And it went bang, bang, bang, straight to my heart...

One and a half year is a BIG deal. We made it. We're great. Im sorry this is all that we can reach....

Thanks for all the memories :) YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME!

And that laugh that wrinkles your nose, it touches my foolish heart...

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There's one point in life where you have to take a daring step forward, and never look back.

I finally reach that point.

But I still cant help but take a peek.

You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away.

You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure.

But it doesn't matter,

Because we'll be together...

(Inception)

Hello baby wage

a greeting frm SG ;)

Hello everyone :) its been aaa loong time since my last tweet. And I have moooooved :)

Now staying in a 3 bedroom apartment with em in SINGAPORE.

Exciting isn't it? I kinda enjoy the new life here in singapore since ive met so many nice ppl and make friends with theeem :):) But still something is still bothering me, very much...

I MISS JAKARTA dan konco2nya :'(

Let me spell them fr u:

TONY TJOENG

papi mami

cici (3)

ko2 (1)

Jeki

Nicole

Ardisa Susanto

Ardania Destin

Sanctia Paramita

Kayom Mukti Nursalim

Lucas Ega Krisetya

Nugroho Sucipto

Gabriel Sarah Siregar

Aditya Kristanto

Gabriella Stephanie Kaharuddin

Novi Wati

Emily Gosal

Marvin Ramaputera

Olivia Marsha

Doddy Harianto

Geraldine Maria Truly Supit

Fitri Vania

Alexandra Alfons

Jessica Ovina

Floriani Chitra Sjaaf

Evanti Andriani

Jessica Candra

Dan beberapa yang sudah lebih jauh lagi dari sekedar di jakarta,

Stevina Angela

Sarah Mirah

(Did I miss anyone??)

DANG I MISS U GUYS I WANNA GO HOME LIKE RIGHT NOW :'(

:'(

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start...


(The scientist-coldplay)

Please don't make me go to singapore :(

Me, dadda, mumma, and my sister sitting together in my room.
Watching old chow yun fat's movie.
My mom starts crying.
Me and the rests starts laughing..



... Me, smiling, cherishing the moment.

Breathing in, Breathing out

O O O O O FREEDOM IS IN THE AIR :) :) :)

señorita :)

Yearbook Photoshoot, XIISOS2

Quote of the day

"We could learn a lot from crayons. Some are sharp, some are dull, some are pretty, and some have weird names, but they still have to learn to live in the same box"

:)

Remember me :)

I want you to remember me
Not as a lover
Not as someone to share a kiss and a hug with
Not as someone to share your fun with
Not as someone you could laugh with

but

I want you to remember me
As someone who will always be there for you whenever you need someone to call,
however far you have gone
As someone who will always be there to pat your shoulder whenever the world has turned their back on you
As someone who will always be willing to give her own way for you whenever you've lost yours.

♥♥♥

I want you to remember me as home
As somewhere you belong :)

Hatred

You made me left alone
You made me lose the one I need when I needed him the most
You stole his time
You stole his attention
His heart
He's out of his mind
because of you
You stole him
Why?

I don't know what's so good about you that makes every guy loves you
So much that they would leave their girlfriends for you
Is it some kind of spell?
Or magic?
Is it your beauty?
NO YOU'RE UGLY!
How could you be so contagious?




OH I HATE YOU, DOTA

damn much with all my heart.

what a voice!

They blew me off. Try them! :)
Gamaliel & Audrey won't disappoint you. They are ggrrreeaat

CLICK HERE

Too cute to be true

ujian praktek ketek!!!!!!!!!!

Ya Tuhan besok ujian praktek agama tapi ijinkan saya mengumpat sedikit ya.

KENAPA OH KENAPA haruus kelompok gw yang maju pertama untuk ujian praktek agama JAM 7 PAGI di saat orang-orang lain bisa bangun siang karena urutannya di belakang2.

DAN KENAPA OH KENAPA ujian praktek komputer kelas gw harus terakhir yaitu jam 1. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR menunggu lagi kan rese kan.

Huhuhuhu ujian praktek pusingnya lebih daripada tryout haha. Padahal cuma ngafalin doa. Memang iman saya perlu dipertanyakan. Mana kamu, iman oh iman

Things I need to do IMMEDIATELY

1. Go to the nearest salon and get my hair some deep-conditioning. It's getting toooooo frizzy I can't stand it anymore :(

2. Start to look for apartment in Singapore BY MYSELF. So you see, since my friend(em)'s boyfriend, Devin, was willing to help me and em find some good affordable apartment, I was like saying goodbye to all my responsibility hahahaha. He took care of everything, and he had found on, yea he told me and em but em and I were like nooo waaay that's too expensive. So he had to do another searching. So NOW I WILL TAKE PART TOO MISTER :) No kidding. If you're doubting me about this, you need to know the fact that I took care of every little single thing about my college application and the only thing that my mom and daddy need to do is sign all the application form or the letter and etc. Well of course they were in charge of the financial part ;P

3. STUDY. Sadly this is serious. This is a problem for me and this is huuuuge. :(

a little guide ;)

ha ha ha haachiiu!

Hari ini gw sakit, so i ended up skipping school. That's quite a good thing for me :P Hm jadi yang hari ini bisa gw lakukan hanya baringan dan memenuhi ranjang gw dengan tissue2 bekas pakai yang dibejek2 dan (maav) penuh dengan ingus. Sudah makan belum? Sudah. Bubur setengah piring, susu setengah gelas, dan sop tigaperempat mangkok. Oh makanan gw rasanya jadi tidak enak semua, ato lebih tepatnya, ga ada rasa sama sekali :(

Diem-diem di rumah gini bikin gw banyak pikiran. Apalagi cc gw menyuruh gw untuk ngeberesin, ngebaca, dan menandatangani semua offer letter gw dari nafa, karena due date nya adalah BESOK haha. Dan gw belum membaca-baca offer letter yang berlembar-lembar itu. Singapur sepertinya sangat demanding yah. Setelah gw baca-baca banyak banget mintanya. Harus begini lah tanggal segini harus ke situ setelah lulus gw harus bgini bgitu. Alamak. Niat dapat uang sekolah murah dengan TGD malah jadi berkontrak aneh2 dengan MOE singapur --" gw akan kuliah selama 4 tahun disana buat dapet bachelor degree dan setelah itu 3 tahun harus kerja di singapur atau gw harus membayar apalah itu ganti rugi ke pemerintah haha habis sudah niat gw untuk sesegera mungkin kawin setelah lulus HAHA just kidding ;) tapi ya ngebayanginnya berat aja gitu. gw pengen cepet-cepet lulus cepet-cepet pulang aja karena gw yakin banget waktu di singapur gw juga pasti pengennya pulang, tinggal sm bokap nyokap gw mulu, dan tentu saja ketemu sama pacar yang tidak akan bersama gw selama tahun2 kuliah itu. Tapi ya nasib dan nyokap berkata lain. gw harus ambil tgd dan menurut nyokap gw kontrak kerja 3 tahun adalah sebuah advantage yang besar buat gw. Hm.. hopefully deh mi. diaminkan saja.

Gw takut banget sekaligus excited buat kuliah overseas yang akan segera gw jalani bulan JULI ini hiks :'( cepat sekali ya di saat orang-orang lain masi leha-leha dan libur gw uda harus menjalani hidup baru sebagai mahasiswi (ciye gw) dan meninggalkan jakarta. But still i have two point of views tentang hal ini.

So, things that excite me include:
Tinggal sendiri punya kamar sendiri di apartemen sendiri! Hidup di negara lain, naik mrt dan jalan kaki kemana-mana, nongkrong di kopitiam, new friend and new environment, harus ngom ing dimana-mana (wow challenging! haha), kesempatan buat bikin new image and new lifestyle, dan ya kuliah, tahap baru tuh uda gada lagi sma gada lagi seragam dan yang lain-lain, new timetables, dan selama 4 tahun gw gabakal lagi dipusingkan sama mat dan akun ato yang lain-lain, all im gonna do throughout my 4 years adalah menggambar dan belajar tentang advertising. sounds veryyyy nice! :)

Things that scare me include:
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP, homesick, naik pesawat (HAHAHA yang terakhir tolol tapi sungguhan)


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Enough shared! :)

New blog layout, New Spirit!





.....hopefully!

boo yah

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW okay i had disappeared quite a long time and im back. Life has been too BORING for me to write anything.

So what now?

Don't ask me about my resolution . p.s: if ure wondering what it is check my previous post. BUT DONT! because yeah i just feel stupid whenever i read that. The only historical thing i ever did in these first two months of my 2010 is making my hair A LOT greasier by changing my shampoo. :( Give me back my smooooth beautiful hair (just kidding my hair was always this way, thin and dull, but not as greasy as it is now though). Oh yea my flashback was tobecontinued before but i have to say thats the end i have no more will to continue the story. Yang lalu biarlah berlalu. :) haha. What next? na na na oh I think I have to share this good news on my blog. jeng jeng jeng

I'm accepted in nafa with TGD :)

So this is gonna be my next campus :



And this girl right here is going to be my ROOMIES :) Say hello to Evelyn makmuri, who was also accepted in nafa for fashion studies.


Ah..... Life is good, indeed :)

new year :)

Welcoming 2010 :) Here's my resolution!