prince charming :)

Remember when you're a kid and you dream about your future romance? Prince charming, knight in shining armor? I've been there. I used to dream about disney-like romance. I used to dream someday I will be saved by a knight in shining armor. A prince charming. A nice, handsome guy who will take me by my hand and treat me well. And we will live in a castle, happily ever after.

The reality, however, is quite different..

Who would have thought after some encounters with wrong princes, I finally found my real prince charming, on another land, not in a shining armor. He's not quite a usual prince charming, he's my knight with a red backpack. And I don't even realize he's that prince at first glance. Till day by day, he showed me that well, reality could be as good as my childhood dream, or even better. And now that he's mine, i really hope he's my last prince, my real prince charming and not just another wrong princes that will eventually leave me. :)

Now I miss my prince.

I miss your red backpack. I miss your fluffy hair. I miss your topman tee. I miss waking up to your scent. I miss you...

Sometimes in our life, things didn't turn out and work out the way we want it to be. Or, sometimes its not the things that didn't work out, it's our mind that made it harder to believe that something actually worked out.

Sometimes I feel like we were match made in heaven.

But sometimes I just kept wondering do we really fitted like gloves in a hand? Do we?

It's just that things around us, are unfortunately screwing with my mind.

First scenario. We had the best night, then we fight, we screw around small stuffs, we don't talk to each other much. The next one? We kiss, we hug, you shown me how much you love me, I thought I'm the luckiest girl on earth and I'm so loved, then suddenly some tiny little bit of detail is forming some doubt. Things never really perfectly worked out between us.

But at the end of the day, despite all the ugly details, you'll still be the one who kiss me goodnite and say you love me so much, you'll still be the one hugging me throughout the night even though it will make your body aches when you wake up, you'll still be the one who stay next to me, however bad our condition, however obnoxious i've been that whole day, however annoying im acting and talking and babbling, you'll still be the one i would love to share that bed with, and you'll still be the only one i would love to share my bed with for the rest of the years i'll be going through in my life.

Now I miss you. I wish you were here..