Sometimes in our life, things didn't turn out and work out the way we want it to be. Or, sometimes its not the things that didn't work out, it's our mind that made it harder to believe that something actually worked out.

Sometimes I feel like we were match made in heaven.

But sometimes I just kept wondering do we really fitted like gloves in a hand? Do we?

It's just that things around us, are unfortunately screwing with my mind.

First scenario. We had the best night, then we fight, we screw around small stuffs, we don't talk to each other much. The next one? We kiss, we hug, you shown me how much you love me, I thought I'm the luckiest girl on earth and I'm so loved, then suddenly some tiny little bit of detail is forming some doubt. Things never really perfectly worked out between us.

But at the end of the day, despite all the ugly details, you'll still be the one who kiss me goodnite and say you love me so much, you'll still be the one hugging me throughout the night even though it will make your body aches when you wake up, you'll still be the one who stay next to me, however bad our condition, however obnoxious i've been that whole day, however annoying im acting and talking and babbling, you'll still be the one i would love to share that bed with, and you'll still be the only one i would love to share my bed with for the rest of the years i'll be going through in my life.

Now I miss you. I wish you were here..