So today when I was watching mtv I saw this video of coldplay's Strawberry Swing. And hell yeah this is one of the most creative music video I've ever seen. Better check this out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecUNOtq62Ks
Watch it watch it you'll love it! C:
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
haunted.......
The future is haunting me. Imagine the uncertainty. Will I get to any college will I be accepted will I get along well will I get friends as great as the people surrounding me now will I be okay when my mom and daddy are far away? Imagine the only certainty, the fact that you won't get any joy and insanity that you can easily get when you're still in high school. The fact that you won't be able to take life as easy as you're taking it now. Imagine saying goodbye. To everyone, everything. Good friends, family, and good old days in your own city, your own home. Gee studying abroad seems like a total thriller. And the future, the part where I will finally become a grown up, doesnt sound any good to me. Now imagine being me. Beside all the awful truths I need to face, I still have to be apart with someone I am with now (someone I hopefully will always be with). God please make the rest of my high school moment everlasting..... I'm affraid of the future, they don't seem really friendly :(
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.
Friday, September 11, 2009
say this magic word!
Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa. Bisa karena biasa, biasa karena dipaksa.
yes you will
I once knew a guy
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I left
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved
I cannot pretend that I didn't feel any regret
but each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
And the memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved :)
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I left
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved
I cannot pretend that I didn't feel any regret
but each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
And the memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved :)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Truth be told
Mungkin yang sekarang ada di otak lo soal gw cuma satu, I'm such a bitch. So I wont insist you to read this, i'm just trying to make everything clear between us.
First of all, I do love you, with all my heart, so deeply that I can barely care about any heartaches yang uda happened between us selama ini. Tapi sayangnya sayang doang ga cukup menurut gw buat ngelanjutin our relationship. Sama-sama egois gini bikin kita jalan di tempat, ga bakal kemana-mana. Dan gw ga bakal bisa ngubah gw yang ky gini. Ampe kapan juga gabakal bisa dan gw ga mau maksa lo jd orang lain, jadi kita ga seharusnya sama-sama karena kita cm bkal bkin each other sakit terus-terusan. Kedua, you're perfect in my eyes, you know that, I've told you a gazilliiooon time about this, tentang lo yang terlalu perfect dan gw yang jauh dari itu. Tentang lo yang too much than i can handle. It hurts kadang-kadang pacaran keg gni. Since sikap lo jg ga nunjukkin kalo lo mencoba nutupiin ke-imperfect an gw. Dan jadinya, pacaran sama lo bkin gw terus-terusan berasa dumb n useless, maybe this is my mental problem and i shudnt blame you for this, tapi this is what i feel selama ini pacaran sama lo. Ga perna brasa aman, ga perna brasa pantes. I guess now it's safe to say the thing i've always told you, 'you deserve better. go find someone else that can give you everything you want and need from a girl.' bukan gw. Lo kira selama ini gw ga skit blg gitu ke lo? skit. bgt. nyuru2 orang yang lo syg cari orang lain atas dasar kejelekan lo. tapi ya gw emg brasa gt. Lo bisa dapet lebih dari gw, buat apa lo stuck sm orang yang jauh dari cukup buat lo dan masih bisa-bisanya bikin lo kesel trus? Ketiga, terlalu banyak masalah between us, n mungkin yang kmaren bner2 climax dari semua masalah2 gtu yang ga pernah slse2. Bukti kalo gw egois, kalo gw bnr2 cm bisanya bkin lo ksel doang. Buat apa lo pertahanin? Keempat, lo ga ngerti gw. Lo ga perna tau gimana yang gw rasain sebenerny selama ini. You may not think that I do care for you, but i do. Sayangnya gw bukan cewe yang bisa keg cewe2 lain yang manis sama cowonya terus yang nunjukkin carenya terus yang bisa terus2 senyum dan coba please pacarnya yang bisa manja terus n nempel2 pacarnya terus yang ga bkin pacarnya malu mlu. Gw emang gni, mood swing mulu ga pduli sikon, kasar, tukang ngomong kasar, berantakan, slenge'an, whatever you say it. Dan gw tau lu butuh orang yang ga kaya gw. Pacaran sama orang keg gw ga pleasing at all, ga encouraging. Buat apa? Sayang tapi ga bisa nunjukkin, sayang tapi bisanya nyolot. Kelima, gw ga pernah percaya sayang lo sm gw. After all this time. Jahat kan? Keenam, gw ga bisa minta maaf, gw bukan lo. Gw merasa putus lebih baik buat kita, gw merasa lu perlu sayang orang lain, gw mau lo seneng. Gw ga bisa kasi lo seneng, kasian kalo lo trus-trus sama gw. Pacaran sama gw cma delayed happiness buat lo, maaf wasting your time selama ini. Sekarang youve learned your lessons, I'm sure you're gonna be a better someone for any lucky one out there :)
Last but not least, Maaf. Maaf buat semuanya. Maaf juga apology ini datengnya telat bgt.
So I'll let you go, I'll set you free..
First of all, I do love you, with all my heart, so deeply that I can barely care about any heartaches yang uda happened between us selama ini. Tapi sayangnya sayang doang ga cukup menurut gw buat ngelanjutin our relationship. Sama-sama egois gini bikin kita jalan di tempat, ga bakal kemana-mana. Dan gw ga bakal bisa ngubah gw yang ky gini. Ampe kapan juga gabakal bisa dan gw ga mau maksa lo jd orang lain, jadi kita ga seharusnya sama-sama karena kita cm bkal bkin each other sakit terus-terusan. Kedua, you're perfect in my eyes, you know that, I've told you a gazilliiooon time about this, tentang lo yang terlalu perfect dan gw yang jauh dari itu. Tentang lo yang too much than i can handle. It hurts kadang-kadang pacaran keg gni. Since sikap lo jg ga nunjukkin kalo lo mencoba nutupiin ke-imperfect an gw. Dan jadinya, pacaran sama lo bkin gw terus-terusan berasa dumb n useless, maybe this is my mental problem and i shudnt blame you for this, tapi this is what i feel selama ini pacaran sama lo. Ga perna brasa aman, ga perna brasa pantes. I guess now it's safe to say the thing i've always told you, 'you deserve better. go find someone else that can give you everything you want and need from a girl.' bukan gw. Lo kira selama ini gw ga skit blg gitu ke lo? skit. bgt. nyuru2 orang yang lo syg cari orang lain atas dasar kejelekan lo. tapi ya gw emg brasa gt. Lo bisa dapet lebih dari gw, buat apa lo stuck sm orang yang jauh dari cukup buat lo dan masih bisa-bisanya bikin lo kesel trus? Ketiga, terlalu banyak masalah between us, n mungkin yang kmaren bner2 climax dari semua masalah2 gtu yang ga pernah slse2. Bukti kalo gw egois, kalo gw bnr2 cm bisanya bkin lo ksel doang. Buat apa lo pertahanin? Keempat, lo ga ngerti gw. Lo ga perna tau gimana yang gw rasain sebenerny selama ini. You may not think that I do care for you, but i do. Sayangnya gw bukan cewe yang bisa keg cewe2 lain yang manis sama cowonya terus yang nunjukkin carenya terus yang bisa terus2 senyum dan coba please pacarnya yang bisa manja terus n nempel2 pacarnya terus yang ga bkin pacarnya malu mlu. Gw emang gni, mood swing mulu ga pduli sikon, kasar, tukang ngomong kasar, berantakan, slenge'an, whatever you say it. Dan gw tau lu butuh orang yang ga kaya gw. Pacaran sama orang keg gw ga pleasing at all, ga encouraging. Buat apa? Sayang tapi ga bisa nunjukkin, sayang tapi bisanya nyolot. Kelima, gw ga pernah percaya sayang lo sm gw. After all this time. Jahat kan? Keenam, gw ga bisa minta maaf, gw bukan lo. Gw merasa putus lebih baik buat kita, gw merasa lu perlu sayang orang lain, gw mau lo seneng. Gw ga bisa kasi lo seneng, kasian kalo lo trus-trus sama gw. Pacaran sama gw cma delayed happiness buat lo, maaf wasting your time selama ini. Sekarang youve learned your lessons, I'm sure you're gonna be a better someone for any lucky one out there :)
Last but not least, Maaf. Maaf buat semuanya. Maaf juga apology ini datengnya telat bgt.
So I'll let you go, I'll set you free..
Thursday, September 3, 2009
killing time
It's funny how half hour ago I still felt extremely tired and sleepy and now somehow I have lost my entire will to sleep. Dang it. Can everybody guess what I'm doing right now? TWEETING. hahaha gee I feel so lame for doing this. I guess it's safe to say that I'm 'termakan tuntutan jaman' now haha.
Mari berbahasa Indonesia. Somehow belakangan ini gw merasa capability gw berbahasa inggris menurun jadi daripada ngaco mending gausa sama sekali. So what's interesting today? Oh ya ada cerita yang sangat seru yang will open everyone's eyes ttg KOTORnya smuki. Jadi gini. Tadi lagi pelajaran ke 5 lagi inggris tuh. Lagi bosen bgdd and lagi bahas2 pr gitu kan ya jadi kelas gw tu aga silent2 gitu dan semua orang aga2 (aga loh) konsen ke pelajaran. Trus lagi bahas2 bagian apa gitu. Gw lagi ngobrol2 kecil2 sama kayom adit gitu la trus gw memutuskan untuk stop dan konsen ke language powerbook gw haha. Jadi gw lagi lihat2 buku dengan tangan di atas pangkuan gw. Tiba-tiba gw merasa dilempar sesuatu. Gw langsung berasumsi itu kayom lagi iseng. Gw lihat sekilas ke tangan gw liat apa yang gw kira dilempar (Note here, gw SEMPAT melihat barang itu). Gw kira itu iket rambut, bentuknya bulet gtu wrn coklat. Gw pegang-pegang gw mainin bentar seperti kalo gw iseng2 megang2 iket rambut biasa. Karena gw kira itu kayom ngerjain, jadi gw buang aja ke lantai gada urusan deh. Lalu, waktu gw lihat ke lantai, iket rambut itu sudah menghilang, bentuknya jadi aga2 lurus meliuk2 dan BERGERAK. WOW gw refleks melompat ke kursi kayom yang duduk di sebelah kanan gw, mendorong dia buat pindah dan jongkok di atas bangku dia. lalu berteriak...
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH.. CACING YOOOM CACINGG.."
"Kenapa mo kenapa mo"
"ADA CACING GW KIRA IKET RAMBUT GW ELUS2!!"
Ternyata itu kaki seribu. Udah gw elus2........... MATI GA SI? Satu kelas jadi ricuh gara2 gw. Ms risuli bingung, temen-temen gw pada ikut takut juga. Hebohan gitu de hahaa. Lalu tayen sebagai penyelamat datang membunuh tu kaki seribu dan dibuang. Gila kali ya gw sedikit yakin tu kaki seribu jatuh dari ceiling kelas gw. Mo mati smuki jorok sarang kaki seribu. Hih.
I'm telling you, trust me, this is very traumatic.
Mari berbahasa Indonesia. Somehow belakangan ini gw merasa capability gw berbahasa inggris menurun jadi daripada ngaco mending gausa sama sekali. So what's interesting today? Oh ya ada cerita yang sangat seru yang will open everyone's eyes ttg KOTORnya smuki. Jadi gini. Tadi lagi pelajaran ke 5 lagi inggris tuh. Lagi bosen bgdd and lagi bahas2 pr gitu kan ya jadi kelas gw tu aga silent2 gitu dan semua orang aga2 (aga loh) konsen ke pelajaran. Trus lagi bahas2 bagian apa gitu. Gw lagi ngobrol2 kecil2 sama kayom adit gitu la trus gw memutuskan untuk stop dan konsen ke language powerbook gw haha. Jadi gw lagi lihat2 buku dengan tangan di atas pangkuan gw. Tiba-tiba gw merasa dilempar sesuatu. Gw langsung berasumsi itu kayom lagi iseng. Gw lihat sekilas ke tangan gw liat apa yang gw kira dilempar (Note here, gw SEMPAT melihat barang itu). Gw kira itu iket rambut, bentuknya bulet gtu wrn coklat. Gw pegang-pegang gw mainin bentar seperti kalo gw iseng2 megang2 iket rambut biasa. Karena gw kira itu kayom ngerjain, jadi gw buang aja ke lantai gada urusan deh. Lalu, waktu gw lihat ke lantai, iket rambut itu sudah menghilang, bentuknya jadi aga2 lurus meliuk2 dan BERGERAK. WOW gw refleks melompat ke kursi kayom yang duduk di sebelah kanan gw, mendorong dia buat pindah dan jongkok di atas bangku dia. lalu berteriak...
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH.. CACING YOOOM CACINGG.."
"Kenapa mo kenapa mo"
"ADA CACING GW KIRA IKET RAMBUT GW ELUS2!!"
Ternyata itu kaki seribu. Udah gw elus2........... MATI GA SI? Satu kelas jadi ricuh gara2 gw. Ms risuli bingung, temen-temen gw pada ikut takut juga. Hebohan gitu de hahaa. Lalu tayen sebagai penyelamat datang membunuh tu kaki seribu dan dibuang. Gila kali ya gw sedikit yakin tu kaki seribu jatuh dari ceiling kelas gw. Mo mati smuki jorok sarang kaki seribu. Hih.
I'm telling you, trust me, this is very traumatic.
only you can save me
If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
and if I get too tired to make it,
be my breath so I can walk..
And if I need some other love
just give me more than I can stand
When my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again..
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me,
and then just hold me again
Could you paint me better off?
Could you sympathize with my needs?
I know you think I need a lot
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me,
and then just hold me again
Pick me up and dust me off
and if I get too tired to make it,
be my breath so I can walk..
And if I need some other love
just give me more than I can stand
When my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again..
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me,
and then just hold me again
Could you paint me better off?
Could you sympathize with my needs?
I know you think I need a lot
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me,
and then just hold me again
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