haunted.......

The future is haunting me. Imagine the uncertainty. Will I get to any college will I be accepted will I get along well will I get friends as great as the people surrounding me now will I be okay when my mom and daddy are far away? Imagine the only certainty, the fact that you won't get any joy and insanity that you can easily get when you're still in high school. The fact that you won't be able to take life as easy as you're taking it now. Imagine saying goodbye. To everyone, everything. Good friends, family, and good old days in your own city, your own home. Gee studying abroad seems like a total thriller. And the future, the part where I will finally become a grown up, doesnt sound any good to me. Now imagine being me. Beside all the awful truths I need to face, I still have to be apart with someone I am with now (someone I hopefully will always be with). God please make the rest of my high school moment everlasting..... I'm affraid of the future, they don't seem really friendly :(

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.