Breathing in, Breathing out

O O O O O FREEDOM IS IN THE AIR :) :) :)

señorita :)

Yearbook Photoshoot, XIISOS2

Quote of the day

"We could learn a lot from crayons. Some are sharp, some are dull, some are pretty, and some have weird names, but they still have to learn to live in the same box"

:)

Remember me :)

I want you to remember me
Not as a lover
Not as someone to share a kiss and a hug with
Not as someone to share your fun with
Not as someone you could laugh with

but

I want you to remember me
As someone who will always be there for you whenever you need someone to call,
however far you have gone
As someone who will always be there to pat your shoulder whenever the world has turned their back on you
As someone who will always be willing to give her own way for you whenever you've lost yours.

♥♥♥

I want you to remember me as home
As somewhere you belong :)

Hatred

You made me left alone
You made me lose the one I need when I needed him the most
You stole his time
You stole his attention
His heart
He's out of his mind
because of you
You stole him
Why?

I don't know what's so good about you that makes every guy loves you
So much that they would leave their girlfriends for you
Is it some kind of spell?
Or magic?
Is it your beauty?
NO YOU'RE UGLY!
How could you be so contagious?




OH I HATE YOU, DOTA

damn much with all my heart.

what a voice!

They blew me off. Try them! :)
Gamaliel & Audrey won't disappoint you. They are ggrrreeaat

CLICK HERE

Too cute to be true

ujian praktek ketek!!!!!!!!!!

Ya Tuhan besok ujian praktek agama tapi ijinkan saya mengumpat sedikit ya.

KENAPA OH KENAPA haruus kelompok gw yang maju pertama untuk ujian praktek agama JAM 7 PAGI di saat orang-orang lain bisa bangun siang karena urutannya di belakang2.

DAN KENAPA OH KENAPA ujian praktek komputer kelas gw harus terakhir yaitu jam 1. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR menunggu lagi kan rese kan.

Huhuhuhu ujian praktek pusingnya lebih daripada tryout haha. Padahal cuma ngafalin doa. Memang iman saya perlu dipertanyakan. Mana kamu, iman oh iman

Things I need to do IMMEDIATELY

1. Go to the nearest salon and get my hair some deep-conditioning. It's getting toooooo frizzy I can't stand it anymore :(

2. Start to look for apartment in Singapore BY MYSELF. So you see, since my friend(em)'s boyfriend, Devin, was willing to help me and em find some good affordable apartment, I was like saying goodbye to all my responsibility hahahaha. He took care of everything, and he had found on, yea he told me and em but em and I were like nooo waaay that's too expensive. So he had to do another searching. So NOW I WILL TAKE PART TOO MISTER :) No kidding. If you're doubting me about this, you need to know the fact that I took care of every little single thing about my college application and the only thing that my mom and daddy need to do is sign all the application form or the letter and etc. Well of course they were in charge of the financial part ;P

3. STUDY. Sadly this is serious. This is a problem for me and this is huuuuge. :(

a little guide ;)

ha ha ha haachiiu!

Hari ini gw sakit, so i ended up skipping school. That's quite a good thing for me :P Hm jadi yang hari ini bisa gw lakukan hanya baringan dan memenuhi ranjang gw dengan tissue2 bekas pakai yang dibejek2 dan (maav) penuh dengan ingus. Sudah makan belum? Sudah. Bubur setengah piring, susu setengah gelas, dan sop tigaperempat mangkok. Oh makanan gw rasanya jadi tidak enak semua, ato lebih tepatnya, ga ada rasa sama sekali :(

Diem-diem di rumah gini bikin gw banyak pikiran. Apalagi cc gw menyuruh gw untuk ngeberesin, ngebaca, dan menandatangani semua offer letter gw dari nafa, karena due date nya adalah BESOK haha. Dan gw belum membaca-baca offer letter yang berlembar-lembar itu. Singapur sepertinya sangat demanding yah. Setelah gw baca-baca banyak banget mintanya. Harus begini lah tanggal segini harus ke situ setelah lulus gw harus bgini bgitu. Alamak. Niat dapat uang sekolah murah dengan TGD malah jadi berkontrak aneh2 dengan MOE singapur --" gw akan kuliah selama 4 tahun disana buat dapet bachelor degree dan setelah itu 3 tahun harus kerja di singapur atau gw harus membayar apalah itu ganti rugi ke pemerintah haha habis sudah niat gw untuk sesegera mungkin kawin setelah lulus HAHA just kidding ;) tapi ya ngebayanginnya berat aja gitu. gw pengen cepet-cepet lulus cepet-cepet pulang aja karena gw yakin banget waktu di singapur gw juga pasti pengennya pulang, tinggal sm bokap nyokap gw mulu, dan tentu saja ketemu sama pacar yang tidak akan bersama gw selama tahun2 kuliah itu. Tapi ya nasib dan nyokap berkata lain. gw harus ambil tgd dan menurut nyokap gw kontrak kerja 3 tahun adalah sebuah advantage yang besar buat gw. Hm.. hopefully deh mi. diaminkan saja.

Gw takut banget sekaligus excited buat kuliah overseas yang akan segera gw jalani bulan JULI ini hiks :'( cepat sekali ya di saat orang-orang lain masi leha-leha dan libur gw uda harus menjalani hidup baru sebagai mahasiswi (ciye gw) dan meninggalkan jakarta. But still i have two point of views tentang hal ini.

So, things that excite me include:
Tinggal sendiri punya kamar sendiri di apartemen sendiri! Hidup di negara lain, naik mrt dan jalan kaki kemana-mana, nongkrong di kopitiam, new friend and new environment, harus ngom ing dimana-mana (wow challenging! haha), kesempatan buat bikin new image and new lifestyle, dan ya kuliah, tahap baru tuh uda gada lagi sma gada lagi seragam dan yang lain-lain, new timetables, dan selama 4 tahun gw gabakal lagi dipusingkan sama mat dan akun ato yang lain-lain, all im gonna do throughout my 4 years adalah menggambar dan belajar tentang advertising. sounds veryyyy nice! :)

Things that scare me include:
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP, homesick, naik pesawat (HAHAHA yang terakhir tolol tapi sungguhan)


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Enough shared! :)

New blog layout, New Spirit!





.....hopefully!

boo yah

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW okay i had disappeared quite a long time and im back. Life has been too BORING for me to write anything.

So what now?

Don't ask me about my resolution . p.s: if ure wondering what it is check my previous post. BUT DONT! because yeah i just feel stupid whenever i read that. The only historical thing i ever did in these first two months of my 2010 is making my hair A LOT greasier by changing my shampoo. :( Give me back my smooooth beautiful hair (just kidding my hair was always this way, thin and dull, but not as greasy as it is now though). Oh yea my flashback was tobecontinued before but i have to say thats the end i have no more will to continue the story. Yang lalu biarlah berlalu. :) haha. What next? na na na oh I think I have to share this good news on my blog. jeng jeng jeng

I'm accepted in nafa with TGD :)

So this is gonna be my next campus :



And this girl right here is going to be my ROOMIES :) Say hello to Evelyn makmuri, who was also accepted in nafa for fashion studies.


Ah..... Life is good, indeed :)

new year :)

Welcoming 2010 :) Here's my resolution!

Heartthrob

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends

Meet me on your best behavior
Meet me at your worst
For there will be no stone unturned
Or bubble left to burst

Let me lay beside you, Darling
Let me be your man
And let our bodies intertwine
But always understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything, everything ends

A window, An opened tomb
The sun crawls, Across your bedroom
A halo, A waiting room
Your last breaths
Moving through you

As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything, everything
Everything, everything, everything ends

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends

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Another masterpiece from Death Cab for Cutie. They've completely stolen my heart again with this song. And for people who don't fancy indie music, maybe the fact that this song is a soundtrack from new moon will work for you guys, Yeah I bet all girls love new moon right, so loving the soundtrack of the movie that has become a phenomenon in the pop culture would sound cool, I guess hahaha

don't you ever let me be the orange

This is very cute :B

Mooooooooooovies

List of Movies I'm DYING to watch raaaaaawr :

1. Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus
The last movie of the late Heath Ledger. Who doesn't want to watch this? And the replacement for Heath Ledger? Three HOT HUNKS, Johnny Depp, Collin Farrel, and JUDE LAW. *droools*


2. Sherlock Holmes
Robert Downey, Jr. and again Jude Law. Interesting, of course, it's Sherlock Holmes for God's sake one of the best detective story ever told.



3. Dorian Gray



4. The Blind Side



5. Shutters Island


6. Nine



7. Precious



That's all for now. Indonesia's theatres are so lame what's taking you so long to show all these movies :(

it truly is....

the heat is on

Tomorrow's a big day. a BIG BIG day buat gw, tithi, dan berta. Kenapa? Karena besok kita lomba MD di BHK cup and ini adalah salah satu dari 2 cup yang sepertinya jadi cup terakhir kita. Kenapa penting banget? KARENA F1RST HARUS MENANG BESOK. kenapa harus? Karena it's been 3 years for me and berta, and 2 years buat tithi di F1RST and sadly kita belum pna menyentuh piala. Dan I knw we haven't done our hardest work beberapa hari ini buat latian tapi we had done our best di latian kemarin dan gw yakiiiiiiin dengan sangat besok kita jga bsa do our best di lomba. PLEASE WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT, SO WATCH US! :) Besok jam 4, di BHK. Urutan keempat. Please God, make it lucky number 4 :D

kriza, F1RST!

scream this at the top of your lungs!

we are not what you think we are,

WE ARE GOLDEN WE ARE GOLDEN